Elucidating Questions

Poetry

This is the general category of fuckery that goes on and on and doesn’t seem interested in stopping.

  • You pulled me out of the way

    You weren’t speaking

    I was afraid

    You are so afraid of people being upset that you speak that you don’t speak when it’s important anymore

    I hope she’s okay.

    She was so mad at herself I could feel it.

    Even though it wasn’t her fault.

    Do you think we did good?

    I think the crows have the answer.

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  • I don’t even want to know the reasons why I just want to know

    You’re okay

    You’re beautiful

    I know, I know

    I love you.

    You are beautiful and you are always beautiful. When I see you I smile and I still don’t know why,

    One of the ones who I always want to check up on I hope

    I hope you’re okay.

    My beautiful Jupiters.

    My beautiful stars that move all over and never sit still

    But so quiet sometimes and I just

    Please be okay you beautiful ones.

    You who is afraid,

    And this terrible aftershock.

    Because ripples or because we’re all connected

    But I love you.

    I do so please be okay.

    I know you were slipping, I know you shared it I know how it looks

    I’m there every day but

    Beautiful star

    Beautiful light

    Beautiful lady

    Beautiful love

    Please stay with me.

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  • You pulled me out of the way

    You weren’t speaking

    I was afraid

    You are so afraid of people being upset that you speak that you don’t speak when it’s important anymore

    I hope she’s okay.

    She was so mad at herself I could feel it.

    Even though it wasn’t her fault.

    Do you think we did good?

    I think the crows have the answer.

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  • You pulled me out of the way

    You weren’t speaking

    I was afraid

    You are so afraid of people being upset that you speak that you don’t speak when it’s important anymore

    I hope she’s okay.

    She was so mad at herself I could feel it.

    Even though it wasn’t her fault.

    Do you think we did good?

    I think the crows have the answer.

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  • Blackened tan sunburns

    He’s got the world on his shoulders all the time.

    So many lost thought I wonder if his are close to mine.

    Somewhere a forest

    Somewhere the thieves got lost in time

    But how could it matter, when his heart never seems so close to mine

    As it did on those young days when we were just on some kind of adventure

    And then it froze.

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  • Because Mars would be like my younger sister

    Who always thought she was older than me for some reason

    When she didn’t know I was always aware of those few so called short months between because I had to know

    At the end of the day

    Who was being held responsible for every action made

    So Saturn like my brother who

    I feel like we had such a bond and now he barely makes eye contact with me and I never understand why

    And I

    Then that feeling of the inevitable fall I know I won’t make the turn I won’t I

    Paralysed myself with fear and

    Down the hill into the earth

    But that shock

    Of hitting the ground and then

    What is that sound it’s really weird is it a backfiring car?

    Yes

    I put off thoughts but I have to reach them eventually they don’t float away

    Because I don’t either.

    I just feel like I exist in three different ways all the time and it doesn’t quite

    Match the world’s view of what I thought being human was

    I hear one track mind

    I have no idea what that means I can’t relate

    Or remember relating

    Too much ringing in my ears.

    I don’t have to justify

    I don’t know what but good to know I suppose

    Scarlet rain and black rainbows.

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