Poetry
This is the general category of fuckery that goes on and on and doesn’t seem interested in stopping.
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No one is going to fix me
And I-E-I will always
I wish I could rearrange
If he goes to jail
I’m afraid he will die
I want him to be alive
Do you think it’s fair?
Thinking too much about owls
I Will
Fix You
Good goodbye
Leaving earth
The music happens
I feel concerned but what can I do
Love you Jake
I’m right beside you
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Don’t do it
It won’t be worth it.
Unacceptable.
Shut up.
You know what’s unacceptable?
You’re dead
He’s in Mexico
He’s fucked off and I bought a bra and a swimsuit for him that cost over $100 and now I’m stuck with them
Making awkward eye contact with my past in the closet.
And you
You come in here with your oh I’m so wise because I’m dead
And it won’t make you feel better
And nothing makes me feel better
And oh why didn’t you talk about me
You damn well know why just
Just wait I need to get my story straight
I still don’t know why you are
You are who you are
And you say it’s bad decisions
And I say
I want to be the look on his face when he goes to his truck thinking I have just disappeared off the fucking face of the earth because I’m not in his fucking space so he is completely over me
And he has acquired a black swimsuit I never wanted but I bought it for him
And a black bra I wore once
That I bought for him
And he has to go through
The same fucking thing I’ve gone through for weeks
Where he wants to say something
But he can’t
Because there’s no fucking words
So you go ahead and say it’s unfuckingacceptable chestnut
I’ll be over here
With all the people who stood by my side
Riiiiiiight
Beside
Me you
Either way it’s sarcasm.
I’m going to throw my trash into his truck where it belongs
And then I’m going to get fucking plastered.
Hermes thinks it’s funny.
So try again later.
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The sky is blue
Did I remember the sky was blue?
When was the last time I knew the sky was blue?
If you’re gone
Stars
Burning in the sky
Crash and burn.
No, that’s just the names of all the songs that just played.
Looks like a sentence though, doesn’t it?
How strange.
Bizarre.
That’s what you get
Who do you love
I miss the way that I saw you.
But you’re wrong.
And I can’t hear you anymore
You’re hollow
Because it’s a lie
And I’m the only one who will
Ever
Have nothing to lose.
So if I change the song and I’m down down down down
No one’s going to pick me up
And all this music just makes me want to die more.
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Today,
Astoria is backwards.
The sirens come first.
I hear them.
The laughter is the birds
The rustling of chain feet people leash dog
Is the sound of construction in the distance and the
Sounds of the motor in the fridge spinning to a stop next comes
A lot of tiny birds.
Do you wonder why?
It always comes on
I’ve forgotten the words
First it comes on
Creeping slow
First it comes on
It’s two syllables
It’s not quietly it’s quiet
That doesn’t help at all but that’s that
I remembered on my own anyways
All the memories pour out my ears
Because often it’s all too much
The only thing in our universe that I only found one of
Was him.
I wonder when memories of hockey boy will start torturing me again unbidden following the pattern
Of the masterpiece backwards.
Why do sirens precede Masterpiece Theatre
And follow
Astoria?
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Silence
Knows why I don’t believe him
Sits silent
Are we bracing ourselves for the impact of the dreams?
The shattered remains
But there were so many whales.
I don’t know who I swam with,
But it was different than I’ve ever seen
I was able to breathe the air and the water
His presence was brief.
I’ll try to focus
On the beautiful orca I made friends with
And the grey whales that swam beneath
Like great islands beneath the waves
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It’s tiring.
I tell it and then I realise I forgot something.
So far from home.
It’s cold here too often.
I didn’t say it but I knew that following Venus was Mercury.
I could tell because he was getting louder.
Aphrodite and I aren’t talking.
Wasn’t paying attention.
Remember when I predicted several episodes in Supernatural?
I forgot about that.
Remember the whole thing about hats and how everyone could have a hat and then Steven Colbert did that hat bit and you were like
Because satire is the best lie I ever told.
The Mona Lisa?
Okay.
What is someone going to set it on fire?
There’s blood in the water?
I always wondered where that plane went.
I’m too tired for your riddles tonight.
I miss him.
So many things were happening at the same time.
The ringing says
I’m sorry.
Why?
How many people died this time?
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