Poetry
This is the general category of fuckery that goes on and on and doesn’t seem interested in stopping.
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Can I ask you something?
Why is it that
No matter what I do
Nothing happens?
But it happened I saw it
But nothing happens
If I close my eyes it’s like nothing changed at all.
Worth it or not worth it
Nothing changed
It’s like it’s not even like it wasn’t worth it
It’s like
I started at zero
I end at zero.
But Chestnut?
Protector against spiders
Beautiful compassionate man who was a boy who was still a boy
Who I miss,
Nothing is worth it. My little yellow light of kindness and understanding
Nothing has been worth it.
My love,
My beautiful friend,
Sweetheart,
Darling,
Nothing has been worth it in the end.
It doesn’t even matter.
So I don’t care what you have to say.
I’ll do it anyway.
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Today I hung our story on your mirror
And walked away
Your silence is just one more place for the blue Angel’s grave
You can’t have a battle with no blood
Luckily
I’m not pregnant
Blood spilt
Blood paid
Blood fucking wiped away through stain or crying or knife in the skin
I have paid so much to you
I figured I should return what is yours
Your silence is funny
I’m not your whore.
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Chasing after a useless dream in a world without a guide
The shards of dead hope collect in the air
The glass of a soul split into billions
The shards of the soul.
And in this chasing after a useless dream in a world with no answers
Trying to find the way back to the dream that will never be
And the hope that died long ago
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Dear Chestnut
I don’t want to hear it.
Stop haunting me.
Go find someone else to haunt.
Go haunt the mage who never listened.
I don’t care.
You say
It’s not what happens it’s how you choose to react to it
You know what though?
I don’t fucking care.
Don’t call me a cold bitch.
You’re pissing me off.
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No.
I don’t.
I don’t believe in one another
I don’t believe in love.
I believe the universe exists massive expanse of billions of years
I don’t think they hear me call
There’s no one in this world who would do anything in the world for me
Drop the pace
Come.
My.
Way.
Come close to me.
Brother
I will never believe in love
Until love proves itself to me
Good luck
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Dear Owl
Waiting here will always be a hug. Waiting here will always be an ally.
Waiting here will always be a future I will hold for you.
You have a future.
I will hold it until you know that again.
Waiting here will always be a tomorrow where you have a future.
You made me feel invincible
Walking outside the dormitory
In Japan down the road finally feeling
Grounded
If ever you need I will be a reminder I wish I could properly convey
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伝う
Reach your place where you can’t be reached and say I love you don’t stop flying don’t clip your wings
I will walk alongside
With my hand held out to yours
Always
Please don’t fear it
It’s yours at any time.
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