Elucidating Questions

It keeps on raining

Instead of snowing

It keeps on

Does it mean it stop or start?

Is the neverending inferred due to the instead of?

Once it is added in does the mind realise it can’t be only raining and nothing else or what tells it that it hasn’t been raining continuously

Instead of what it does

If love is a fire then the sun is a ball of love

Except he never shuts up about it and poor Mercury

Tidally locked can’t stop hearing all about it

At least she has an atmosphere but she’s

Dripping

In love

Here it’s a bit washed out but it still takes the lights from the sky with it’s never ending love when we don’t look at it

Time is funny that way

I still just really don’t understand why

But yes it’s hot and it burns and if you’re too close to it all it ever does it hurt

I’d start fucking with people for fun too

Poor Mercury

I’m Mercian

I went to Mercy first

Sorry I missed two letters

When once I found them

I’m obsessed

I can’t forget them like what are these?

ねーヘルメスちょっとだけエンジョイして良い?

Who went so far as to think that it never existed to the point that it does

But they also insist

They insist the sun

They insist, the sun

They insist the Sol

They insist the love

It can’t be great if it doesn’t help.

Nothing makes sense anymore

Anymore

That’s not life?

Then what is?

And why am I not allowed to live it Bede

Hmm?

I think I find myself tiptoeing through percentages that

It slips it slips

The knot

26

74

But you left someone behind so that means you’ve gone and become unsure again

So I’m devouring myself in the most hilarious way really

It’s all been done like

How many “Rome”s have to roam before you all just go home and shut up?

And bitch I’m still here!

And I can untarnish silver with my bones and my amethyst so

Bitch it was made by angels that descended from the people you think are demons you great God damn clod

You poor baby

I hope your god doesn’t damn you

Mine are too fucking bored with us to give any.

Whenever I remember that I have awhile before I start feeling guilty for looking at humanity this way

But,

What the fuck right?

Humans are fucking weird babe,

And this dude is one of them

Those Saint things

But he’s also uneducated and stupid by our standards

So

Is it that the intelligence or knowledge we hold now makes us smarter or not?

Because this man was content to write as he did and damn and exclaim in the human way

The worst damn way humans get shit done

But not one god they just play in the existing

And sometimes they’re fuckwits

Because I’m also a fuckwit

It was all over the place like

Monkey see monkey do

I really hope they don’t

I think I’m better off dead,

But that doesn’t change that I’m not so.

Maybe the apathy is saving my life for now

Cough cough

Kiss kiss

I have no ambitions

I don’t really care what happens

November check in

November November November

One when I was begging to be told not to

The call came from outside

One when I thought it couldn’t get worse

When I wasn’t wrong

Different worse the same worse

November check in

One

Two

Three

Nineteen.

I wish I was dead

I wish I was dying

I wish I was dead

No change, doctor.

November is out.

Three for three

Three four three

Three hundred forty three

Where the fort grows

Can you blame me for not liking them?

She giggled

No

Duh

Spring keeps sprunging into my headset

My snow songs haven’t come

I only hear this liveliness that doesn’t suit me as much as the blue skies

Love is war

I can’t say to seventeen or sixteen

Sixteen going on seventeen was like

It’s terrible and my family hates me

Haha———

Twenty sixteen was like being sixteen in my twenties

Which means it was hell

And twenty seventeen was like

Maybe things could go right

Sure, right, yeah

So twenty eighteen

Is gone

Because eighteen was gone so what’s 19 going to be like?

It’s a fucking circle for a reason I guess

God’s’z’esses?

Seem to like them

No seriously space is marbles and glitter.

Marbles and glitter

With some holes to hit the balls into

This is a really slow game of golf

Regardless

I don’t remember 19 either

I’m not ready or willing

But time will tell

And it always does

In any series of unfortunate events

Also known as

Any life.

I keep thinking I will regret the day I have to apologise for feeling like this not because I feel better but because

Someone thinks I’m trying to fight them when I’m fighting the world around me

I slowly go insane in the inane

The pain

The quiet

The it’s here it’s gone

A moment I’ll remember

That isn’t some suggested bullshit

Something real

Something that means something instead of watching my cognition stitch together days because there has to be.

A reason?

But the moment when I go above it all and I just need to be free of all this

Be able to feel like I can exist without needles in my palms

I’ve probably forgotten something stupid and there’s a reason someone should be mad at me when I’m just writing this

Stupid

Neverending

Reel

Every once in a while

Just so. I can see, that everything doesn’t always just exist inside me

While this nightmare plays.

Oh my god, Jesus, just let me

Just let me bend over with laughter at your expense for a moment

Baby I’m sorry

You fucked up and then there’s just so many

Oh they’re so cute

They’re so cute in retrospect

Good intentions

He wanted all these people who had been warring for centuries to get along because

Jezzuz

There are just so many things

How is someone at fault for having not known about something apparently pertaining to an all knowing God like

Sorry Cheryl your kingdom deserved to be conquered because these guys knew about

Jesus?

A mouthful of commandments?

And just didn’t tell you

Seems just and fair to me

No but the holy land is really

Really

…

Oy Vey…

See what I did there but I’m not making fun of them because they’re in the thick of it they can’t see

Mesopotamia

Like as in it was pretty great there for a while

Circa later on

So now this is the holy manifest destiny

They got it wrong last time but the scripture is sacred?

What?

Well we’ll just tweak it to be relative to us

Theory of relativity

Why it just can’t sit still

Like a cold

It’s always slightly different when you get it but you know it’s the same shit with a different set of the same but slightly different symptoms

I called Christianity new

Circa 600

Mercians

The fucking Greeks live here? What’s Hermes doing in England?

Riding the boundary.

Why are you still here?

I thought Christianity said you were a very bad boy why are you in England?

「何でだろう?」

I don’t know, fuck face, you answer the questions here I’m playing twenty

Jesus would have chilled to the fact that I’m harmless and tired of humanity’s bullshit

Like

A Christmas Carol helped

Form British mindsets

Are you sure?

This really just seems like the same thing

I want to be special

I wish I was special

May your silence count as a coin towards the ferry man.

Humans.

Why?

So here we are our dastardly deeps

Doo op Doo op

Wop wop wop

Just follow me down to it soothing

Just follow me down and through it something

Don’t stop sliding

Bereaving sour

Hold on down

When you feel like letting go down

Leaning out a cop car laughing down

Fuck it down

And あい　愛

ねーこの街が

그위에나는놈

Baby baby

You know what I’m saying?

Will always love you it gets me so

Where are you going? Don’t go back up

Time only goes one way

It must have been an inbetween but I hear it and I wonder if you were feeling well

No because if you don’t write it down then can it come back?

But also you always sing it so rough

Your poor vocal cords

It’s just going to be something

Can I say I hope?

Can I say I hope for something?

He says thank you at the end like he’s surprised they loved it

He was so cute

All the flitting and floating

He needs to chill the fuck out for a bit so that my trees stop waking up and the robins stop coming back

The flowers never stopped blooming

Isn’t that weird?

Obviously it’s not his fault

She’s on fire

We’re cooking her alive

So it looks pretty like the most beautiful things are always poisoned

Unfortunately, you’re the only one I can tell at because I don’t have anyone here I can tell at

And I can’t fix it

So sorry sun sometimes

Sometimes you’re a dick

Could you come over here for a second so I can suck on it please?