Elucidating Questions

What is your problem

Green?

I don’t want to kiss you

I don’t care if you work out

What the fuck kind of line that was

The green kiss

You can say I kind of borrowed this

I work out

Another appointment

Cha ching

Can’t find a reason so what’s the reason?

No.

Go away.

I used to be a masochist but the safe word doesn’t take

Baby hurt me, hurt me more.

But No never seems to change it.

I wish I knew where I’m wrong so I could fix it

But to fix it would imply I’m capable

Capable to fix it

I have no interest in the thunder

Simple harking to nothingness

What was once the place where the heart beat tender

The silence of the answer tearing into the flesh

Like the dagger once again

Quiet and hard when he realises over again that he can’t save me

Tears from cold and tired eyes when I wish he could.

I don’t understand it.

Everyone puts on the colours of their lord,

Willing or not,

And falls under his banner

Reaping no benefits they sew for him

It doesn’t take that long to 気付いてる

That I’m in love with you

But the endless day

Where this 夜明け just goes on and on and on

How many times do we have to

泣いている

日差し dreaming.

Could there be a better life where between poison and the knife

生きて行く?

Because this on and on and on

もう分からない

And the nightmares of the day 続いてる

I can’t hear myself crying from the 痛み

But I can see myself falling in love with you.

A during all this time ただ一つ

Has been able to be here through the night

And nothing akin to 良くなる timing

Could make me want to see it to the end

独りで独りで keep waiting

To see a place that seems like we could be

Because every once in a while I need a hero

But English always kills the ヒロイン。

The only thing I can’t do is just give it to you

Don’t break

Don’t I can’t just give it to you because the acceptance of something like that

Would break everything within me

I know you want me to and I don’t know why

Give it to you

Recompense

Can’t talk about talking

That moment when I realise the only one I met was me

What a joke

Irony

Sadly

I think their probably my best friends and they’re complete strangers

Can you count me out of the count while I breathe in the fact that I can see to be seen

And I still don’t know if it’s because patterns discerned

Or best game of telephone ever

Radio?

Best game of radio?

Oddity

After all one has been here since before the beginning of time

And the other one is a strange plastic but now also metal and glass thing you hold to

Well it was supposed to be to call people with but now it’s where we find information

See I can’t decide

Radio or telephone?

Suddenly a game of telephone is more complex

Once the radio gets in

I can’t tell if it’s a joke or not these days

But I still hear the messenger cackling when I laugh at something

Time goes so fast

Heaven is lost

And I wish I could find you still

Someone who matches the radio games

Could you lose my mind

Nervous snicker

Could you lose my love when my mind is a

I don’t know what that is but I don’t like it

But I’d have to justify why you wouldn’t want to lose it

And then I’d have to be able to accept that and I just can’t?

Just can’t

I can’t justify

The stare from there has gone cold

We haven’t spoken in months

It’s cold because I can’t forgive you for never giving me any reasons to be able to justify that you could love me

That can’t make sense

Yet the most empty make it the most clear

Three balls so far

There’s more

Oh I want to find the big one

Very

Wild and free that one

He’s there somewhere

Elasticity

Electricity

Yet it’s the open air the wide ocean the void of the end

Quiet out with that

You can be saved it just doesn’t always happen

Sometimes you have to lose…

I don’t know why.

Because they don’t have all the answers.

Because there’s more to it than 0-100.

Bastet sits upon the story

I think it may have started late and is shattered into a million tiny pieces but

I believe that quote will make that book very important.

To my life anyways.

Jake,

If I’m telling a story during the setting sun does that mean that story about the setting sun is being told?

Even without mentioning it the sun is still setting and I’m still telling a story

Just mine.

And I still can’t justify why, but I was just wondering…

Because I almost always remember to tell a story of myself during a

Hehe

There’s no accurate word and

Earth rotation causing the sun to appear as if it’s moving when it

Oh I forgot to breathe

It’s Venus time at 4:00 PM

So I’ll remember to say I love you

And then move to the next thing because the fact that all the little letters

Won’t meet their intended recipients.

Who thinks what way?

Of course followed by a single fine stone

Its called Answer is near

It’s not true but it’s funny the revolution

While talking about the revolution in the revolution

So many things to describe it so I get lost

I need more affection than you know and these days I have to run from that rock because his words hurt but

If I can manage to get through

I want to sing with him so

Maybe I’ll be able to hear the difference

Goodbye and goodnight sun

Even without knowing what a night is

The blaze whispers back

There’s a way to understand without knowing

All the rocks and their billions of pets

Saturn’s eye

Was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen

Saturn’s eye may the most beautiful thing I will ever see

I don’t know why they all need different love

I don’t understand so much

They said seven shots like it was a bullet in each one

But no one should be surprised that the kicker keeps it going

Seven seven seven baby

Which from far away is hard to reach but she whispers to the moon

That’s two for two in the Hedley box

You say we care but that’s

No, that’s fair.

They’re far away watching through their fingers

And rings

And atmospheres

Oh if only I could just go and see if for myself

Who the hell made it so I can’t just go to Neptune?

No, honestly,

Bye Earth,

See you in thirty or forty years.

Bye.

If I could

If only I could

Dear history,

What are the probabilities that Earth accidentally got life from Moon?

Asking for a friend

A certain MoonEarth

MoonEarthSaturnMoon

Morturn

Titan

I named you Morturn

Laugh at my joke

Broke my thing for writing

Even though you said don’t give up

If only the loneliness turned to strength when I thought of you

Like this coincidence of meaning

If there was a chance that turned to destiny would I really meet you in that place where we can become two?

Not one

Just two whole people

Instead of broken and

Whatever you are

How to believe in today when I don’t know if I can feel you closer the farther you are away

I wish I could still believe in the me and you that met on that day

I wish you were still my nightingale

I miss you

I don’t even know if you know I’m here

I want the first meeting to be the culmination of every meeting that didn’t happen

Every time I looked at the moon and a black dog came into vision attached to no one

And why?

I want the years of exhaustion searching for you to melt off in a moment of relief

I want us to both know in that moment that

I found you

But that is more complex in ways than even love at first sight

What would two souls do upon meeting?

See if there’s a me and there’s a you and

She’s not wrong

If

Wouldn’t you be looking for me too?

Wouldn’t finally meeting feel like

Well

Like finally

More like a coming home to eachother’s arms than

A hello,

My name is

Because if it’s you you know I have too many names

I’m sure you do too and they don’t matter

Because if it’s you then

We’d both just be getting home at the same time

Finally