Elucidating Questions

Have a piece of cake

On your knees

Umbrella umbrella dagger and bow

Can’t find somewhere safe so where else am I supposed to go?

I’ll give you something to cry about so I started crying again

There’s one

Why?

My eyes aren’t blue

Why can’t I escape?

Regrets are all I have and you’re not here

Standing at the backdoor

Hedley won’t play and

No I don’t go looking I push shuffle and see what happens

Spin the bottle

As it fucking were.

Tick tock you stupid ho.

What’ll you give me?

What’re you waiting for?

Oh I’ve stumbled

The terror of the unknown of one who was

Venerated

It happened again

Of course NASA is on holiday.

So you walk in

But I was expecting no

Not expecting

I just knew it was coming

What a shock but not just like

Just like okay

It happens over and again and 繰り返し

Please stop messing with the Bluetooth I can hear you in my headphones

Can I find home in places other than

There’s no place like

And I shouldn’t have been surprised because I was sitting there and I heard a song and thought

Trench

So the next one was in the hold

As it’s said

And without so much more than a

Fuck you

And an

Ugh I knew it

And the knowledge that there’s no yellow brick road to follow back and run from that disaster

Could we just shake up some ancient history and throw out something actually worth being said for once

I know I can’t turn back down the path of blazing gold because the path is gone and it’s easier to run but not from whence you’ve come

Don’t have a word to sing it back

Can’t find the place to insert the colossal imbalance of the explosion waiting to never happen

The road cannot be taken twice upon having no end

Do you think he was in love with her?

How cute.

Spherical existences continuing their spherical dances around spheres continuing their spherical dances around other spheres

And so on and so forth

The sun is setting

Every day joke

So thanks for that.

Can’t fathom a reason for it but it’s how it is because

And can’t a shrug contain my disinterest simply because I cannot know

He’s fucking orange

Won’t even give me a moment to catch the moment I gazed into his skin and saw the world from my place.

How to without argument argumentatively insist that the moon is mine simply because I belong to her and the interaction plays both ways

What strange shapes we are

You never find home

I feel fucking bad

But I’m you so what can I say?

This last year sucks.

This year begins with games played by the same players at before with less surprise and more

2009

England

2019

I don’t think there are images to explain how little things change how much they change

If I could go back to England

I would go

Save me from this song I whisper to the sun

Radioactive

The only one I can stomach

Difficult troublings

That’s one way of the thought of things

So Apollo sees the thunder and claps in silence with Hermes chuckling to themselves in the background.

Infra-red

They can’t hear?

I got mad and said

Tell me something about you I don’t care if I’ve heard it before

And she was beautiful in the light this morning

Can she see us from there?

The regality of the sky doesn’t quite correctly describe the running of the rain.

Good morning dear boy

What?!

It’s noon?

Secret inconveniences

It doesn’t matter if they sound the same it’s the people that bring bands to life

Which is right

Oh they’re laughing about perspective again

The answer is whichever is

So ironic that the time they think of as time is as unthere in the way they think of in the

Which one is in front

That can’t be right

Brains are so weird

But it’s just a casing

I don’t remember the word

Shell

It’s just a shell

Time what are you doing?

January 72nd was subtracted from January.

Well don’t tell the secrets of ten years ago

Yes I know what you’re doing

I’m not going back to England

Even if I wish I was.

They are.

Odd he doesn’t want a break like he’s trying to get away from having to be alone with himself by filling every second with filling

Singing to a hawkraven

And throwing a peace sign because it’s all I know how to do

He saw me though

He wing flapped.

Can I not sell my soul because I already sold it to the devil or because the devil won’t let my soul be bought?

At least I know?

That can’t be worth knowing

Could you stop laughing at me?

I’m funny because I’m a sponge

You’re a sponge fuck you

All right Justice what do you want?

Because everything is getting hurt

And

Bless you?

Justice is sick.

So who could possibly be stuck in the middle now.

Feel better, Justice.

This is where I turn to you pointedly and I say

Feel better because I never feel better and every time I have ever heard someone say feel better it was because they could, not because they hoped I could, only because they wanted me to shut up and stop feeling that way

Somehow it doesn’t quite reach into a feeling of someone genuinely caring about me

Burn my dread

Sorry Lotus

Love you

Feel better

But I don’t believe you will

Because I haven’t
Can silence really reach a silent one?

Got excited because the core was different excluded

Vast improvement to mobility

And the ability to go through one day without pain

Feel better

Justice.

What guidance?

I can’t even know if my own sense of justice is right

I can see that looking back so don’t question me I can’t hear your muffled whisperings

Perhaps he just doesn’t want me to hear what you’re saying I can feel you seething

The sun is warm and not seething

The badger looks more like a pug

Or a boxer

I know you’re innocent I’m not talking to you

So it’s February 8th.

Oh yes you’re left to your own devices all the time

All the time I’m

Feeling nothing

Nothing changed at all

This is also true

What I could hear, the volcano?

Which one?

That’s not the one I heard

Stop playing you’re disturbing me

Yes mum I’ll settle down

Buffered speeds withholding

Withstanding information unplugged

Here but I don’t know who I’m ordering around so I don’t much care

Do I?

Do you?

Oops now you’re married that was a trap.

The cake is a lie.

Singing as opposed to whatever.

The northern face of time

And Saturn’s eye

I have to make sure I don’t owe anyone debts on earth incase just incase

I just need to get the fuck out of this joint

For reasons withheld I can’t hear Mexico.

Every time my ear does that I wonder if someone’s shot themselves in the end

I hope they didn’t

Simply because I can’t handle it if that were the truth

But I’m sure it is

Maybe it was me earlier I shoot myself in the head because I wish I was dead

But hands don’t do much

It’s the thought that counts

I honestly don’t know why I do

It just feels like it never

Ends and

I hope it ends soon

Please save me

From

From everything

I’m so afraid

No really it just doesn’t fit in my head

Every day just doesn’t fit in my head

I’m so tired

I wish there was a way to feel better than this

Sometimes it feels like

The worse I get the worse it gets

But they say it’s looking up I hope that means

Less people are going to bed hungry

And not that

There are just more rich people now and it’s skewing the data somehow

A new lord is crowned dubbing himself

Freedom Mobile

And the serfs they flock to

Because they do have the freedom to do that now

To the new lord to see if this one will be different

If he is he will probably not see his lordship last long

Too many times I’ve looked inside of me and seen what I don’t want to be seen.

How am I to get back to where I can be

Strange universe

Tell me a story I’ve never heard before please

Even if I’m not allowed to play the lead

Please tell me

Something I’ve never heard before

So bright so sudden

A million things

Was it the star I was looking at

It was brighter than Sirius for a moment it was brighter than

And then it wasn’t

What did I just see?

I could still see the star after

Possibly a meteor that was dead infront of it

Or

A satellite

Seconds?

Can they do things in seconds?

All the electronics at work

Were not good this morning was it

What was it?

I want to see more

Signus tells me there are not clouds

Yes that is a plane or a satellite

Oh please come back mysterious light

You were something

But it’s so tiny now

I don’t understand

No you don’t understand I could see

It was so bright that I could see a star next to it that couldn’t usually be seen

That means it was bright enough for my eyes to borrow its light to make up the light beside it

So

One more time?

Mom I don’t know what happened but it was super cool and I

I’ve never seen anything like it

I hope I wasn’t just happening to be the only one to see it I want to know what just happened

I’m going with the most least likely thing which was

Definitely a meteor just flew real close right infront of the star

That’s it

It didn’t move so it must have been close

Meteor

Definitely not something phenomenal

What was that Saturn?

You can’t exist and suns don’t spontaneously combust?

Let’s make sure he understands that doing that would be cool but we would all be dead.

Make sure he knows

Suddenly expanding and then just as quick

It was seconds though guys like they always say years but that was

Well it was super cool,

But I’m not going to bet on it.