Elucidating Questions

I think he just got it

The roll of laughter like a heat heard

The way the messenger snorted

Duh

Don’t fault me this one pride of mine held tight and silent

Of course he grumbled

Well would you rather odd?

I’d rather you call me even now

The sunset was gorgeous

And strange

And right up my alley

Literally I suppose

It’s war or something else anyways

Don’t ask because I can’t tell you

Why my only friends are balls

Maybe I’m more dog than I thought.

You don’t want to talk to him leave him to me

I’m very good at the silent treatment

You would be

Mr. Communication Breakdown

He should stay behind the clouds, he’s screwing with me

Oh I’m one second away from telling your dad but

Which one?

Well there he is

I said but

You great git.

No you’re not even close to a good guy

That’s why but.

I don’t know what he’s done but it burns

And I have an infection

And

And and and

Stand on the other side of the border and tell me this

Where to go when the light is too

Sorry?

That’ll last for all of five seconds before you’re screwing around again.

Laying out a list and then what?

Do you want to tell them it’s spring or should I?

Wilson and I aren’t talking

The big ball and I aren’t talking

I’m not talking to you bitch

I already have a fat lip

What you going to do?

Kill me?

The amount of not giving a fuck

I’m beyond repair and I’m not good enough for anyone

And you just giggle about it behind the clouds

I don’t know what Hermes wanted last night

But if I could break something I would

Oh I did

You didn’t think I’d cut myself over this?

Hahaha

On the island with Wilson

The only real thing is

Nothing

Nothing is real

At least Hermes you chose someone who could exist underneath

No these dogs don’t all turn on me immediately

Perhaps that’s the miss they just

Go, eventually, having taken the physical attack in an emotional route

In a place I never even asked to go

And they look at me like I’ve come up with some stupid new idea and I cannot fathom what I’ve said now to evoke that look of

Great you’ve opened your mouth

But I understand them

“They think they understand eachother”

Oh brother

I laughed

Because actions not taken you’d read and awaken to any idea you perhaps hadn’t thought of

Let’s see what happens when the seer sees outside the trees into the farther away into the far far away

You’d have to be

Rather silly to write the line between

Hermes, the lying oracle

And Apollo, he who shoots from afar the future told eight seconds ago

To say

We cannot know the future of humans

Of course they can they’re there!

Right there spinning the future that’s what these two fuckers do!

No but I judged the dogs as I judge humans as soon as I heard human intelligence

But not one drop

Drip

Drip

Time passes by so slowly all alone

I know

One drop of empathy

Sympathy

Emotional understanding

Don’t tell me a dog has not had a best friend

Do not tell me he has no feelings for others

Do not tell me in one line

He loved his specific toys

But in another he blindly watches confused at a loss which he has brought about

That pain

Seen through the eyes of the only creature who comes by and licks the tears off of my face

Doesn’t understand compassion or human and canine devotion

How privileged to have never known true sorrow and even in knowing it not understanding it

What I would give to not understand

What I would give

What would I give?

Two years Hermes?

You were hung up on two years?

It took twenty or so years to end the bet anyways and you’re concerned about two

Earths going around the sun not even one sun going around the black hole centre

One plus one

Human years?

Babe if you’re making sad baby bets like that I have to interject

I have to

Really?

So you take over Helios’s job for

What

A blink and a half?

You should have just let them die in misery.

All you two idiots have proven is that

1. Gods fuck with living things
2. Those living things are miserable or violent until Gods get involved
3. Those living things continue to be violent and/or miserable
4. Serendipity is a liar

So who won the bet?

Probably some galaxy that was betting on you poor fuckers to screw up while screwing with mortals again.

God damn planets.

The Milkyway and Andromeda were sitting in a bar one day joking about how stupid planetary “gods” were.

But what about asteroids?

Love,

Again?

Yes again.

I do this I’m yelling at the sun because I have no one else to talk to and he keeps fucking with my headphones and being an ass.

Maybe if he could stop being that way but it is what it is

So large and old and apparently all knowing

If there was a place to go from here it would be wondering why

I swear only a lot

Should I translate?

At least Hermes has some humanity

I said I said

I’d prefer you a liar than to a truth that hurts

That what is to be expected of you is present to start with and immediately unshocking

But the lies sometimes a comfort as you look at me as if a child with words such as

It’s okay

And

It doesn’t matter what they think it matters what I think

While vaguely telling nothing so the what becomes not a matter as there’s a hand on the arm or around the shoulders

I can’t describe or show

How nothing feels

Then something

Only now when I try to put it into words I know it sounds crazy

But,

Then again.

He said

Look up

And I said

Where?

And the M was there

And it’s not the first or the last or the first

And when I start muttering

終わり

Daughtry’s It’s Not Over does play.

Though maybe and infuriatingly I do not always understand the translations he feeds

Though perhaps a joke of his own making at my expense I don’t think he

Is cruel in the sense of the word that he enjoys it

Yet the sunlight mocks cruelly through the clouds and the whispers from there worse as he covers my ears and I tell Zeus to go away.

And how to explain his perplexing pleasure

At my human wondering

I cannot imagine I’m anything new yet

There must be others but I haven’t met them

Perhaps somewhere out there

I wish I knew he was out there somewhere out there so I could wish he was here

But I can’t see him

So he probably isn’t.