Elucidating Questions

Are you kidding me?

What is this a symptom of?

The system?

How awful!

How utterly awful

Am I a cow?

What sick mockery is this of one who has no one?

Another strange tick on the

Weird shit

List?

Depressing depressed

How much more damaged could you make me before you finally let me be free?

They’ve always been out of my hands

Out of my hands

Fate kept them out of my hands

But now it’s there just beyond just beyond my fingertips

What if it gives me the feelings I’ve never had or it makes me feel loved empty afterwards

But a moment

But now I have a question for ever after and masterpiece theatre

And it’s how much was he using?

Facial bloating noted

Inundation, frustration.

Solid like a cherry pit in my hand

Pit, bomb, bullet, arrow

Shot through the clouds to the sun

And the sphere appeared between the hole the clouds created

Not responsible

Not responding

Faithless grappling from one cliff hanging dropping tiny pebbles

Pebbles to the ground crashing down

Become a pit

And this moment you appear so beautiful

The star I can see

And so it goes so it goes

My soul room filled with holes

In the place where I should find

Courage, strength, peace of mind

Swirling darkness in my head

There’s nothing here

Empty

Dead

Don’t have a place to reform

The place, there’s only now perform

It spirals quiet in the centre

There is no room for me to enter

笑えないから

笑わないから

笑われないから

笑ってないから

At night I feel restricted

Like there’s a roof over my head

There’s a roof over my head

We didn’t think

When we designed shelter

That we might need the stars to align

Ourselves