Elucidating Questions

Like someone had pulled back the curtains

That is what it felt like

Like the world opened just a bit

Like that little line of white turned the world a bit brighter

Interesting

A feeling worth experiencing

Uninterested

It doesn’t claim a victim

You’re not supposed to love the drugs but the feeling on them

I felt Dionysus smile then

He floated in

I whispered a thank you

A good time

You’re not the king of second chances

You never give anyone a chance

Without one there is no possibility of second

You’re as much the king of second chances

As King Henry VIII is king of golden wedding anniversaries

You

Cannot be the king of second chances

Because there is no first chance

I thought I had a chance

But there isn’t one

There’s no chance

You’re the king of your band

That’s it

How am I going to sort through this one?

Jealousy

Vicious instantly

Staying out all night

And saying “sorry” ’till it’s sun down

How am I going to

See now I just know I know you know

And you probably know I know you know so

You know

Why?

Very very sorry

I ever thought I was good enough for you

How could you do this to me?

I don’t care about the actions of inaction there is an action in no action if there was not your actions taken while taking no action would cease to exist

You’re a fucking

You’re such

I’m so angry at you

Why did you do this to me?

I had a dream

I had a dream about

I dreamt

Oh for the love of God

I remember enjoying it

Despite the danger

Scaling rooftops happened

Long conversation with

Best Friend™

Talking with

Lover™

Like everything was okay

Just being people

Even though we were running away from

Bad Guy™

It’s always a nice house

Wee bit of escaping

Daddy™

Wee bit of flying to where I believed

Conversations about nothing

The kinds you don’t remember

The mutual acceptance that most of your time together will be forgotten

Oh dear

Dear brain

I wish they were people I was meeting in my dream world who were real and I could find them

Meet me in the dark

That’s where I’ll be

I’m hungry

But I can’t afford it

What if there’s money?

He whispered.

I looked.

And there was.

A look passed between us which has passed many times before

Not a

Did you see that

But a

We’re talking again

And we don’t know where that takes us, any time. Merely wondering uncertain, until one of us whispers

My only hope, that you only live once

That this isn’t one of many more

I plead with anything, just not one more

To even think of any more of this even one more

Every day like it is

My psychic mind is tired

My body can’t handle the strain

The silence falls so heavily

In the cold rain

But the drops aren’t filled with sadness

Until a sad air comes in

Standing in the doorway

Trying not to hear the pain

Left within the darkness

Lying in the coffin

With no wish for another day