Elucidating Questions

Once upon a time there was a cat

He said he had an older sister

But she had disappeared

He said he was abused by his father

He said he was addicted to everything he could find

He said

Never do what I’ve done

Once upon a time there was a sheep

Fish

Rabbit

Thing

Who took the cat and gave him lots of love

They’d lie for hours just talking

He’d make sure her father wasn’t too close

He hated father

Then one night in the middle of a tiny room she cried and said

I don’t want to anymore

You do it

And then they found out

Who the cat’s sister and father were

With hands entwined walking forward she would find exactly what she should not

And the cat said

I’m still addicted to it

She thought this was ridiculous

So she got them addicted to alcohol, marijuana, and tobacco

And then she found something interesting

I’m still addicted

Said the cat

I’m counting on it

Said the aquatic rabbit sheep.

I told you I was addicted to all the drugs

You told me you were Japanese

Only because I knew you wouldn’t love anyone else.

I don’t think anyone understands how little I care about my well being

Well he should

We showed him

He doesn’t care

Ding dong

No one’s home

To drugs

Twitter is a dangerous place

I tried unfollowing you but your fame follows me

Hey did you see someone liked Joshua Ramsay’s post?

No matter what I do.

Twitter has become a dangerous place

Because I still love you

Like a fool I catch myself in thought of the after the first meeting or the first meeting and then I realise

You don’t want me

The crushing blow that finished off the hope

Oh how it fades away

Oh how cute you’re in love with a celebrity and surprised he doesn’t want you

But it hurts

But it hurts like

The only thing in the whole world I wanted was to meet you

Just meet you

Just look you in the eyes and be equal because there’s something wrong with it…

There’s something wrong with it…

I still wish

But it falls flat because there is no fight behind it

You won the war

You won the fight

And I know you’ll be

Alone tonight

Reveling in your pain so sweet you keep it tight to your chest unless there’s a sheet to scribble down

Nevermore nevermore

I love you Joshua Ramsay

The resounding silence from the day I first told you answered every question

And every answer was matched with a tear

The sorrow of

The silence of the answer.

You can’t be a gentleman

Because even ‘enry ‘iggins picked up that flaur from the street

And you could not be a gentleman, because even Daddy Warbucks made tomorrow today

You could not find a gentleman in you

When the gentleman kneels

For those below him

On the streets

Sitting on the floor clutching my otter and sobbing

Crying me sorrow in the fabric of my comfort animal

I’m crying because I’m alone

I’m crying because my family is gone

Then

I’m crying because he doesn’t love me

I’m crying because every day without him reminds me he’s not here

Like my family

Crying like a child the music plays on

That’s enough of that

He says I think me

He takes the music

And gently silences it

Then I am in the kitchen

Pacing and whispering and still more tears fall

There’s no handle in this safe

I go to check the mail which hasn’t arrived

I still say I’m okay

I’d still say I’m okay

That was a big earthquake

The world slipped away until all I had was

Crying

And

Pain

She was the only mother I ever knew

And that’s not a slight on my mother, that’s a slight on my mother many years ago

She’s wonderful

Being mad at a memory doesn’t mean you’re mad at the person now

My madness threw me on the floor

Crying into my otter while Hedley blasted away

And then another

And then it started to sting

My life eh?

Even the music

There’s so much I don’t…

Know.

But there’s never anyone to catch me

I started crying to Die Young

No

The Kesha one.