Elucidating Questions

I remember when I looked at you and you said

Why now?

Why now?

Just wait.

Well you didn’t say it, but you did.

I didn’t listen to you because I thought you were myself but I was right

My love

I was right

…

I’m so glad you aren’t hurting back in time don’t get lost in nostalgia

Love her right

I will

Love you

I knew it

Why didn’t you just…

Ugh. You.

Oh

Haha

Hahaha

Oh my god

Oh my god I was RIGHT

The second and least thought out

But you were the smallest no doubt

I’ve bathed you

I’ve hand fed you

We’ve bonded you lay your head on my chest to the side like a babe and listen to my heart

Whispering little peep

Twittering little peep

Even full wheeking little peep

Just small little sounds

Puttering around

Playing a game of lost and found

A game where you run from grumpy Ruby’s house to the kitchen and back

Where’s Ruby?

You found her!

Of course I can only react to your behaviours

You’re not quite trusting

You grumble when I pick you up rumble

Now it’s a pur

Now you’re snuggling close

Always filled with little kisses

Always filled with little peep kisses

I saw your eyes first

Never has I see a piggy with water

There’s fire deeper within

But I picked you

After picking you

It was almost my birthday

I wasn’t expecting a birthday

So I took home some babies

The first of the babies

The first of my strange new love

Such a strange relationship

And you agree quietly hiding away

Far away from me but

But when I’ve pick you up

Squeek squeek squeek

But you cuddle so close

You rest your little nose

Whisper your comfort

Yet there is this strange something

We both feel it

I see you feeling it

I’m in complete control

And you live no free life

But I know what you don’t

Dear Rue

You would be miserable elsewhere

You’re a grumpy little water balloon filled with fire

My beautiful grey piggy

I love you

I’ve loved you

I’ll love you

What am I going to do what am I going to do

I was working I was working it was an accident

I was working

I swear

It wasn’t on purpose

Don’t yell at me please don’t yell at me I just want to go back to work

I’m sorry please stop

I need you to stop

Please just stop

That’s what I remember from yesterday

But it won’t matter

It’s okay I knew it was going to happen the music told me so

I just don’t know why

Oh well

Working will be difficult

What else is new?

I want to go home

Can the piggies come?

One more pointless action

Written in the dust

Disappearing disappointment

Dreading going back

Dreading going back

Bowing to the fight inside

Saying no more no mas

It’s not lust it’s love

It’s love

I swear it is

I just won’t die for you

Is that the catch?

I feel like it’s the catch

Artemis caught the catch and then sent tiny wild things

Now the birds laugh in the bushes

Messengers

Just another pointless action

Because I love you

But there’s this trench