Elucidating Questions

You don’t hear me

Sing every note

But I’m alive now

Hope fades into

End of the feeling of knowing the way the guitar fades in and out

The only place safe enough to pull the notes from before they start

Like a line pulled forward by will of knowledge I just feel it

No dear friend

Always will

Love you still

But I’ve already reached

My end

String sound

When I speak words they’re bounced back at me

It’s like no one hears the words I say

They face another way

I still don’t know if it’s because I just said them in my head

Perhaps they can’t hear me

I usually fall silent

They have other things to say

But did I fall silent before or after I said the unheard

Words were said right? Maybe, perhaps I imagined it

Having problems we must not speak of

For not having a want for solutions to the problem

It’s just a habit not a habit right it sounds the same because it is the same

But at least it keeps me

Entertained

So full of tomorrows already decided

Can’t handle the dangling cliff hanger

Could someone just please help that man up

Why does everyone stop at a cliff hanger

Like, someone do something he’s just hanging there

But it’s all so empty

Every moment just empty

Like this is happening and

That’s it and it’s just not what I’m in to

But it never gets better than this

I

I get better every once in a bit just not better just

Defeated

This is it I can’t change it may as well lay back and accept it

By life

But the thought process just takes me to panic

So why

And no one answered and

Who

But no one cares

Because no one answered and no one cares

Habits take sixty days that break

That’s too long right now

I just live day to day

To day

Today

There’s no day but today

And I want it

Heart

HeArT

HEar

The

Art

Heart

H

Hear art ear at her

Heat

Higher desire and fire

Sire her fan

What I saw it and couldn’t unsee it

Oh my fuck

Unsee isn’t a word

Holy hell

Of course it is

I’m high.

😁

I know all about my friends

The stars

I know all about my friends, I say this

Searching pages learning names and significance

Learning ages

Learning life stages

Learning about my friends

In the night sky I stare up at them

Arcturus

Spica

Vega

Little Dog

Pollux and Castor

Names names names

I look up at my friends

I look at them and realise

I don’t know anything about them

But what humans think

Staring into darkness as these beauties twinkle in the night sky

I don’t know anything about my friends

But at least I have twelve names for each of them.

Hello Hephaestus

Such sweet words you allow for me

And to throw you a thank you silent is my greatest pleasure when your version of

Happenstance

Allows for tiny feelings of

Thank the gods

I suppose you shuffle

I suppose you are too burly for a hug

I suppose it doesn’t matter

Because I send you so many hugs you’ll feel a bear like Artemis’s has come from the forest to hold you

Sweet man

Even if the pain runs

The Bluetooth still gapped out when I called your name

As it does

When I get it right