Elucidating Questions

I don’t have to drag myself anymore

What spreads the ink across the floor

Not under or over just slick and across

The darkness spreads out

Its lightness no more

As it feeds into the empty spaces we feel a cold and feign embraces

And I hear you speak a different day

No words to say no words to say

This empty mind filled with scrap

Can’t

Won’t let me take it back

The twins are setting and as they do I feel that familiar odd goodbye every time I see them

The man and his dog went over the hill so fast I couldn’t keep hold of them long enough to realise what month it is

And what month is it indeed

Drawing old pictures in the sky in hopes of

Finding a familiar face

Fifteen or so feels just right

The others acquaintances

Those I can’t see strangers

And then I wish that every person I could see could be

As familiar as a star

If I just knew that by looking at them I could get to know them better

Well then my friends wouldn’t be stars

They may be people

They may be people

Maybe

Just the word

Goodnight silent Gemini, you’ve been beautiful

The places you’ve been

The places you’ll go

I’ve returned to the boys of the summer

I’m gone

So Boss God

Boss Boss

Big Boss

Whoever the boss of bosses is

I got fired from a terrible job

And walked into a place to shop

And got a better job

Without doing anything

You, you rock you

You rock

I didn’t get rocked this time

Love you

As we continue speeding through life

Opposite shores

I wonder what the point of it all was

This big build up to nothing

The Biggest Let Down of 2019™

No, just kidding

My sick little baby died

Sorry you’re second place now

Yeah so my girlfriend

Girlfriend

Girl friend

Gurl frend

So your

Your girlfriend

I’m choking on my own throat again

The word

I don’t know what you did to it but this word hurts

I don’t know how you did it but this word hurts

Please don’t say this word anymore

And just like that I’m tears and quakes

Through myself I try to explain

I don’t know him

I need him

He’s never coming

What a dream

I enjoy playing the fool

The person who says what everyone thought but never ventured forth

To say

The way I spoke it another way in a way

That brought a tuna on stage

Side note though I subconsciously went for mermaid immediately

And I would totally love a tuna

I would love the fuck out of a tuna

Why do they not see a love that just loves I wonder?

Must ears really be penises? This isn’t some crafted Disney scene where the artist got bored and brave

He was just writing

Ah well

The fool I play

I’m not seeing a dark and sexual tone mostly

Dumb love falling people in love

Ah well I am after all only a fool

What a dream though

I wish I could wake to love

At least I’m not Hippolyta

I stare into empty message spaces thinking

Do I want to?

Or even more often

What do I do?

Silence follows

The fault in the silence is loneliness

Like a hand presses from inside my face

My head hurts

Where do I start or start or even know where trust is?

He wished this life on me

He wished this life on me