Elucidating Questions

Rain, blessed.

Falling so gently so lightly

Yet rain

The puddles are almost gone

Yet rain

The rainforest cries for the rain for the forest

How we miss the summer rains

I’m feeling water on my face

From the fountain four metres away

You’re worrying about me

And it’s foreign

The water the worry

A person who has me on their mind

I find

It’s hard to grasp to collect the thought this thinking about someone else thinking about me

One to win one to lose

Tick tock

All I know how to do is love

I’ve never been loved before

I know it’s not time to start now

Best the slumbering remain

I feel the fountain on my face

But it’s so far away

The awning swings

Hiding things

Keeping away what must be hidden

And allowing things now bidden

If only there was a cover for my thoughts

That they didn’t wander back to you over again

Again

I need a memory of a time

Much simpler than this

And in bliss

We all watch it go down burning

So exhausting

All this talk and

No matter my own stand

I can’t fix it I can’t help it I can’t

I just go home defeated

She’s my mother I love her

Why don’t you?

I want to ask people.

She’s literally on fire can you please love her?

And you never being here

And soon she won’t be either

Not as she is now

Not as you are now

Another day goes by

My blue light

If only you were here to see it

I see the fantasy

Of us meeting

Warm loving

Always a simple script

It’s always you

Always you

And then it fades away and I feel the feeling

The fantasy feeling the

I wrote you so many letters

The

I know

But it’s so right anyways

It falls away the feeling that feeling

To back to reality

To black to

The end of the play the actors did so well clap clap clap

Meet again at 2:30 for the “first message” fantasy

Well isn’t it?

Always you

It’s always you

I’m so sorry

The chuckle and

It’s okay

How can it be? I think as reality grabs back again.

How can it be?

I keep wishing us well together

But the fantasy fades

There’s no hello

All delicate face with

Will cut you

Cheek bones

All perfect hairline and

Am I doing this right?

But doing it while just doing it

Thine lips

If only they were roses

These eyes could set upon them from sunrise to sunset

And then dream of them without regret

Your eyes make my heart stop listening

Every time no matter what

Your eyes

I could drown in them like water

I could melt on them like fire

Lost in them

So beautiful

So beautiful

Trying to find a balance between caring too much

And not caring

Trying to find a balance between breaking down over strangers

And seeing strangers as strangers

Where is the answer to how to live loving without getting hurt?

The lovers loving lose it first

Is this why so many

So many

Don’t see the individual in every one?

Every person’s a stranger, now we’re done

And how does the heartbroken fair?

Torn apart by words and air

Trying to find the spark in all

But always set up for the fall

What happens to those who just want to love

Told they’re wrong and that when push comes to shove

Every lover will only end up broken

Their gates of love tight shut, not open

This unlimited resource becomes rarer than diamonds

The lover gets beat every time and

Where is the love, in a world so cold?

Love, they say, outdated and old.