Elucidating Questions

All delicate face with

Will cut you

Cheek bones

All perfect hairline and

Am I doing this right?

But doing it while just doing it

Thine lips

If only they were roses

These eyes could set upon them from sunrise to sunset

And then dream of them without regret

Your eyes make my heart stop listening

Every time no matter what

Your eyes

I could drown in them like water

I could melt on them like fire

Lost in them

So beautiful

So beautiful

Trying to find a balance between caring too much

And not caring

Trying to find a balance between breaking down over strangers

And seeing strangers as strangers

Where is the answer to how to live loving without getting hurt?

The lovers loving lose it first

Is this why so many

So many

Don’t see the individual in every one?

Every person’s a stranger, now we’re done

And how does the heartbroken fair?

Torn apart by words and air

Trying to find the spark in all

But always set up for the fall

What happens to those who just want to love

Told they’re wrong and that when push comes to shove

Every lover will only end up broken

Their gates of love tight shut, not open

This unlimited resource becomes rarer than diamonds

The lover gets beat every time and

Where is the love, in a world so cold?

Love, they say, outdated and old.

You get what you deserve

Every song singing thus is removed

You only get what you give

Disappears into the void too

What goes around don’t come around

Begins to sound more and more true

What you give doesn’t come back to you

It makes me cry

Forces tears to my eye

The unfair

The wrong

The pain of another person saying

Whatever you have you deserve it

And looking around the life living

Wondering why no matter how I try it always comes back to make me want to die

I’m screaming

Please help me live

And what I get

Is truly the opposite

I miss you in the moments it doesn’t happen how it should

In the moments left floundering

Like a ghost you’re over my shoulder

I see my moment

Think of yours

I miss what it could have been

The moment

Moments lost

I miss you

I miss the roads left untravelled

Nowhere to turn

Lost and alone

He’s using me

He’s using me

Can’t escape

Can’t make up the change

Drowning and he’s watching

Drowning as he’s watching

Can’t imagine what it would feel like to be loved anymore

All I see

All I see

Is this wasteland infront of me

No one to save me from the beast

Who sleeps next to me

The feeling of a missed hand

Be it a held one, a hit one, or a shake

The feeling in your chest when you miss a hand

That drop just below your breast bone

The clench

The discomfort you hide

The loss you leave behind

One thousand thousand trespasses forgotten in the wind