Poetry
This is the general category of fuckery that goes on and on and doesn’t seem interested in stopping.
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Because it’s me
Over and over like my brain wasn’t
Just told
Just told
Like water through a sieve
It could just stay
But it flows like my water can’t be stopped
Just stop stop washing away
I could be screaming
I wish it was a rock
Why couldn’t it be glue
I can’t scream loud enough
To yell at myself
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For all this there’s only one thing
The one who keeps me going when I fall and lose it all
Wishing to join my notes with his and find the right note
If I could bring him back to ring one more time
The words that sing under my skin
Inside my head
Behind these
I just wanted to hear our voices entwined
I just want
Just communication
Another thing another note
I’ve felt this way before
Can I hold your hand?
One light one light one light
I miss you
I wish I could confuse reacting
And see your reflection
Haunting
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I’m gasping
Breathing wrong
Forget right
How to get air
And the panic that sets in
I’m drowning I can’t breathe I
Can still count the breaths
Five in five out
It’s all in my head
It’s all
On my chest
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Lost Luna
Struggling struggling
How do I say it?
Scared shitless I could die
When a glance passed past
Glistening glistening
Colours faded weak
Weekly days gone when time lost its limitless control
When what time who cares now here
Still here am I hidden?
Four walls
Inhaling sounds
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I want to go to a place where I can scream out
Loud into the empty and feel my lungs and heart
Aching with the effort to press and express
My need to hear myself speaking to feel
Alive
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Standing at the window watching a scene unfold
Knowing nothing
Seeing nothing
Contextless moments filled with the mind minding softly forward
A crash as revelation emerges
Unknowing knowingly incorrect knowings
Not one half of the story but the story so far from reality it shines in its own world
A split in reality
What happened
And what was seen
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