Elucidating Questions

Does it hurt?

Perhaps if I flit flying

Away away from the pain

Here the question repeats

Does it hurt?

More than words can describe

The hole left in me

How I wish I could be free of these moments

Moments where I love him and I miss him

And he said “I love you” too.

What did it mean? Did it simply cease to exist in that moment?

Where did all of the love up until then go

I wonder

Whispers in spoken violence

I love him

Love me not

We must never speak again

And it hurts because to think of the future

But wasn’t that what just happened wasn’t that my future?

I…

And left to put back together the pieces

Does the glue make it stronger over time?

Such a bond so completely finished

Just a snip

But I miss

But I wish I didn’t

If I want a future now I have to make it

By myself

Pain, pain

Go away

If only it meant the weather could stay

Why must you hurt me so with your shifts

And your dew

When I love you so much

Managing finances with fibromyalgia.

That was a joke.

Managing to remember an important thing with fibromyalgia.

That was another.

It’s so much all the time for no reason and it sucks like a black hole.

I’m just the galaxy trying to keep my light out of it.

It’s a song we sing to each other

Passing along the story from one to the other

A telephone through the ages of

Sorry did that say ages as in like people ages or time ages?

I don’t know, so I’ll come up with my own meaning? Like…

Generations.

Perfect. No meaning lost, or is it?

Tainted by the song of another

Singed by time in space

Today forever

Stop screaming stop screaming stop screaming.

I suppose it’s time today.

I wish I could have heard every whisper

A never ending song

Sung one word at a time.