Poetry
This is the general category of fuckery that goes on and on and doesn’t seem interested in stopping.
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Lovely young lady
You forget that you’re young
You forget that twenty years happens three times in a long life
I wish you wanted a long life
Wish I could put my hands on your head and take those thoughts away
I want to give you a hug
And slap you across your face
The sun is beautiful
And we are here
And it is a miracle
And there’s so much more to see than him
Than him
I get stuck on him
I just switched looked up phased out and lost myself in him
And switched back and came to write you some more letters.
But there’s more than him
And he is beautiful and perfect and thus entirely out of reach for anyone but those of his explicit choosing
Just because reality is a bitch doesn’t mean you have to hate it
I love it in spite of it
I’ll love it stubbornly because no one seems to love it
I wish I could find you and answer
I wish I was more than I am so I could help you
Beautiful young lady
You’re on my thoughts too.
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Can I have your attention?
Just a sad little sound
Wishing I could burn bright enough for you
And I spin silently
Endless days in and out
It just happens it just goes
So lost in the things no one knows
I wish I could have you for just five minutes
Be worth your time for just five minutes
The sad little sounds falling all around
What does it ever mean
What could it ever mean
If you could just give me a sign that I’m not nothing
My eternity without you
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Dear Hermes
Be more clear and then don’t throw a fit when I got it wrong
Or something
I want music that doesn’t make me think of him
I want to sing without being reminded I’m not singing with him
And I demand
Demand
Don’t laugh at me
I demand you tell me his name so this can be done
Tell me so I can stop searching
Is thirty not old enough?
You’ll sit sending your cryptic messages and I will search for nothing?
Over there he sits happily ever after ever more
I wish the earth would stop quaking
Stop holding the line
God it’s so hard to stay awake
Do you still succumb to the light of day?
As if
As if you’re ever awake
Whoever you are…
I’m growing old without you.
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This is your daily reminder
Not to look into the sun
And tell it stop fucking with your electronics
Because who cares if I’m awake?
Take him away take him away
Hyde
Don’t you tell me which of us is here you’ll never hear my answer
I sure as hell hope I’m your ghost I will haunt you forever just so you know
I am here
Damn it
Do you know I have to hear it?
I have to hear it and think it’s not you
Then who the hell is it?
Dear Hermes
Speak the fuck up
At least the DJ is on it
Oh never mind
It’ll be okay of course
Will the feelings one day be sweet?
Or will they always taste this acrid.
How am I supposed to love something so
So
And nothing to speak of the silence
The silence
Your silence
I hope I am your ghost.
Boo!
I just might love you to death.
And we all know how tragic that would be.
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It’s not enough
They lower their flags
It’s not enough
They wear orange
It’s not enough
They share, share, share
But it’s not enough
Doesn’t bring back thousands of children
Doesn’t take hands away from where they never belonged
Doesn’t stay the terror they were exposed to
Doesn’t do anything
They say their words
The babies are still dead
They spit their platitudes
The babies are still dead
They say say say
And it’s not enough
And it will never be enough
And those poor babies
Killed in Jesus’s name
I pray
That it dies a horrible death
Christianity
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It’s midnight and I love you
It’s midnight and I’m alone wishing someone could feel me
It’s midnight and I never feel more alone than when the clock strikes
It’s a new day now, but you’re still not with me
It’s a new day now, but there’s no one around
It’s a new day now, but no one knows it
You keep asking
Who do you love
And I keep screaming
You
But it’s midnight now and the night will have its end
I wish it would take my love with it
But it’s a new day now and I still love you
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