Elucidating Questions

I left myself a reminder in the sky

In the stars

In a light I will never see who never sees the light.

The brightest star in his sky is the one sun in ours.

When I’m flying I get there and remember

There’s more than this

More than that

So much more

Wandering off I give them nicknames for who can remember a tag line

I try going far away to see if I can find it

The feeling I’ve been chasing

Of course.

Always singing beyond what I can see

Just in case the ones who can’t can’t hear well either

Back here I wish good luck

And goodbye to a passing flier

It’s just something I do.

I suppose the choice has been made one way or another

And who am I to lament the choices of others.

Down another avenue

Crossing lines that have already been crossed tracing over them with shaking hands and lines that aren’t straight.

I wonder if the prince had a choice to make

Or if I’ll always be chasing his silhouette looking from behind

Wishing he’d turn around.

If it was true would the whole world know it?

Would they feel the same touch and see the same eyes and feel the same?

Would it be fair?

And yet when I return to the beat I don’t see it.

I realised that the answer was back when I was too excited about the prospect I didn’t see it.

Emergency vehicles and screaming brakes.

If the sun could set

He needs a break.

A muddled mess of feelings and fire

Who knows who is thinking of who or what

But it makes it better for a few

For a few

How many times before something good comes

A slight bend of knee that is hard to determine.

Perhaps just wishing to make sure that it didn’t over boil.

Covering the faces to hide the lies whispered

And the truths left unsaid

The exhausted heart just trying to find a spark

Waiting for the beating to start.

Little sleeping faerie in the daylight sun

Waiting for the day she will awaken.

Curled around the moon and its little bed of flowers

Her face quiet calm and serene.

If someday she awakened and flew about

Would the one to observe it be shocked into a shout

She rests forever,

Sleep etched on her face.

A statue

A figure

Standing forever in her grace.

I confess

I have nothing to confess

No words to settle the unease in my heart

Things from years gone by

仕方がない仕方がない。

No left over malicious intent,

Just actions of a child.

Regression, submission, time lost regret.

Haven’t found the right words yet.

青い目と金糸髪。

I’m still dreaming of you every night.