Elucidating Questions

I have nothing to say for myself

But I have everything to say for him

No one’s ever loved him the way I do

And no one would believe it’s true

One half me

One quarter him

And one quarter the grey

They difference is

I thought it would be clear to see

My Darkside my Emptiside

And me

It’s like I turn around for five minutes and every hateful thing you’ve thought comes pouring out

It’s like you don’t see any of the things that are so wrong with this

He gets pissy when fans compare him to yesteryear

I’ve changed

Time goes on

And then he turns around and blames her for being “not the same as” he knew her

Don’t you see this?

Yes.

Humans are hypocrites.

So why bother?

Why go sniffing around and telling him he’s a genius (moot because every few years he releases an epic album to pressure her into choosing him)

Oh and

He doesn’t see the irony

What a fucking twat

Can you do anything without calling names?

Very well.

I feel sorry for her

I bet she’s just trying to live her life

She goes to all his things

That’s her choice and doesn’t change how his behaviour is as inappropriate or worse

Yeah but look I’m rich and I wrote a song saying I know I’m mean to you but also

Look all my little demons totally ship us

同じだよ

これ

同じ

Can’t you laugh now?

If he ever tries to turn it on you I’ve already collected all the information to get us out

Karma is a bitch

You’re just serving him his own medicine

Don’t

You’re just showing him what goes around?

Definitely fucking comes around

No let’s just break this down

You didn’t bother asking how she feels

And you really enjoy all the attention you get for wallowing in a relationship that ended a decade ago

You openly admit you cause her pain

And then you lie and say you love her best

It’s a lie because you wouldn’t scar her if you really cared

Now would you?

I’ve got this scratching at the back of my head like

I should apologise

I feel badly

I have no idea what she sees in you

Oh here we go

Neither do I

Poor rich boy

Poor white rich boy

Never gonna let you down and hurt you

It’s funny when 1/4 of the equation doesn’t agree to the terms of use

I wonder what he’s doing

And once I’ve finished admonishing myself for the thought

I placate myself

He has family

Friends

Companions

He’s probably not sleeping but it’s not my concern

It’s not so

Think of something else damn it

Working up to down from up to tears

It’s just the end of another day

I tell myself

It’s just the end of another day

I know how I feel my self

Like you’re a bitch who rubs it in so you can cry about someone else

Good to know you’re awful too

Don’t pretend to love when you just said the hurt you do

Your heart is slow

You chose that though

I hope she goes

Just so you know

You don’t know

Love doesn’t exist so there’s no tragedy

Just go

As if you could suspend gravity

It hurts like hell you do so well

And thank you just the same

But I don’t owe you anything

– sincerely the cat you fucking moron

I keep trying to come up with a way

That this is all okay

That it’s all right for me to go days without hearing from another soul

That all this endless pouring prose lying dead on the floor is

It’s just fine

As if I can do anything about it

The best bullies play with silence

You approach them and it’s like you don’t exist

They’re all just too important to see you

I feel like I don’t exist

So perhaps they were right anyways

I suppose it’s all fine