Elucidating Questions

Dear you

Dear you

Dear you

You are the best I’ve ever had twenty five years ago I loved you

I hope that in twenty five years I get to hear what you had to say about it

Dear bear

Dear bear

Dear bear

You’re a damn good uncle of the night

Like a light

To chase away the nightmares

Sirius A and B

Sirius’ most loving God child

No object permanence but I love you

My ears are still ringing

Ring

Ring

Ring

Here there be there in spirit

Revival of your weapons system.

Sarcasm doesn’t live where it can’t be heard.

No then you want more.

No more.

Stop telling me to give love when I give everything I get and more.

How frustrating to be told that everything isn’t enough

Trying to breathe through it doesn’t lift me up

I don’t get to where I need to be they’re blocking me

But let’s continue daringly

And continue believing

And continue from the difference of yesterday

Wondering when you get to feel again

Unlike this swirling broken

Just like

Excuse me it’s not uneccessary

It’s just a verse

But it jumped out

And who knows why

Fun

And how to have it

Without shit getting in the way

You know

There’s something wrong with watching a person that can’t see you back

Feels so off

That’s why I want to meet them but

Isn’t it odd that even though I

Even though he was farther away it’s the closest I came to him

The veil of the stage torn down

疲れった?けんか?

何月も一緒にいるのは大変だね?

I wanted to meet you Taka

It was the same thing over again

Watching you pull away in your car

Oh fuck it hurts the same as before

God it hurts

But it was a damn good night

Good concert

Poor Pink baby barely containing his doubt

Siren song flowing into the ears of those who can relate

For the reason I haven’t lived life o can’t

Watching you go

Watching him go watching you go watching

I failed

I can’t let it turn sour but

Why does delivering messages cost money?

It’s so odd when you know them

When you’ve come to understand them

Whispering voices slipping past like the ocean of swirling in the universe

So many too many

But

Could you guys keep it down in there I’m trying to make dinner

When you know what they are

When you know your madness

When you start talking back

The story is going so much better than this is

They meet, he shows up incognito

They meet

I don’t know what the fuck is happening but hello

Haha

It’s like sick

Disgusting

Fanfiction

You wrote that?

Hahaha

What absolute fucking trash you are

Writing your fantasy like it could ever happen

Oh as it all comes back

I’m heading each fucking high were all the lows filtered out

It’s just too fucked up

Now I look at you

This

This

You were going to believe anything you thought

I don’t understand anymore

ちょっと

Have I accidentally turned hordes of tween children against me?

Thank god a horde on the internet is a fucking

Look you

Well

Besides the fact that it was the biggest disappointment in my entire life

Dick

Because I loved you too

The night we tag teamed was the night you threw your hissy fit on stage

Hey hey hey

バーカ

… Well he was sick

We already did this stop forgetting stuff

Have you ever wondered why I stopped letting you write after heartbreak?

It’s just a break

Just a break

Now this is a brake

You don’t have to be broken and left down behind

Why did you fly to the worst first

Worst first thirst lost in the frosty sick

Do you remember when the lightning tiger crashed through the fence?

No, you don’t

Because I tried to make contact with you and you couldn’t be fucked to acknowledge me.

Is that what someone with a sense of self would say?

Or something a very disappointed person would say?

They said don’t meet your heroes

Not

Don’t fall in love with

The part he plays

And then try to meet him

I fucking believed it

But you know?

You can’t fake enjoying being on stage Joshua Ramsay.

You fucking botched the ever living fuck out of the Victoria concert.

Maybe you couldn’t be fucked because you’re too cool and too rich to bother this time around

But maybe the reason the seats were so empty was because you fucking suck when you play in Victoria.