Elucidating Questions

The wripple of time in which two lives are led

And only one story is relevant

When the things that happened to you

Don’t add up to their story

When your life is looked at by

The Boss

And The Boss decides

They just want it all to go away

They don’t want to know what happened

No matter the attack or the demons involved

During the punch in punch out

Punches thrown by strangers inbetween

All your hidden demons must rest silent

No one told them that

Well,

They don’t care.

But They don’t care either

Just be better

Just fix it

Suddenly all of your performance is written up

Has panic attacks

That’s one warning

Has a physical disability

That’s two

And now I’ve signed away my right to fight back

Because I wasn’t allowed to leave until I did

I’m going on a journey

Someplace

Who knows?

The mushrooms

You eat them?

I’m going on a journey

It’s coming up behind me right now

How long until I give up the fight?

Why do I fight them?

This is a set up

This is a set up before the set up

To the words that hurt

Burn like fire

The truth that hurts to hear

Lands

This is the reason I turn to the messenger with love

While I sigh and say

There really isn’t

Anyone here for me

Without turning to go

In between waiting

I miss him so I go

Watching the screen for something

My girlfriend

There was a pause

I thought

At least I’m so high I can’t feel it

This is the set up

Followed by sex which feels like

The emptiness is engulfing me

There is no one here

But you put them in my care

Now I can’t go anywhere

At least I can inhale ’till my lungs are sore.

I remember when I looked at you and you said

Why now?

Why now?

Just wait.

Well you didn’t say it, but you did.

I didn’t listen to you because I thought you were myself but I was right

My love

I was right

…

I’m so glad you aren’t hurting back in time don’t get lost in nostalgia

Love her right

I will

Love you

I knew it

Why didn’t you just…

Ugh. You.

Oh

Haha

Hahaha

Oh my god

Oh my god I was RIGHT

The second and least thought out

But you were the smallest no doubt

I’ve bathed you

I’ve hand fed you

We’ve bonded you lay your head on my chest to the side like a babe and listen to my heart

Whispering little peep

Twittering little peep

Even full wheeking little peep

Just small little sounds

Puttering around

Playing a game of lost and found

A game where you run from grumpy Ruby’s house to the kitchen and back

Where’s Ruby?

You found her!

Of course I can only react to your behaviours

You’re not quite trusting

You grumble when I pick you up rumble

Now it’s a pur

Now you’re snuggling close

Always filled with little kisses

Always filled with little peep kisses