Elucidating Questions

It’s my birthday

There’s really nothing to celebrate

I could say I got this far, but the world is in shambles

I am not discounting that I got this far

But the world being in shambles kind of overweighs that

35

Heh

And here I was not planning to make it to 18

Now I’m determined to squeeze every second of life I get out of this world

I don’t know what comes after but I’ll miss the Sun

The Moon, the Earth

I hate mysteries

Yeah I’m alive

But I want this world to live on for generations after me

And nothing seems to stop the machine just destroying her

I don’t want to have a good life that spites the children

I have to ask, why people just suffer

It broke me to suffer

I wish people would be less hateful

Just in general, but also myself

I need to try harder not to hate humanity and instead hate what humanity does

Though I can’t think away the fault of every person who just sits in place

But of course they have guns

It would all crumble in a few days if we all refused to give our souls to this society anymore

Who was it?

Marie Kondo

Tell me, does society spark joy with you?

Because it doesn’t with me

If it doesn’t serve you anymore

Let it go

Not talking about life, of course

Life is the most precious thing you have

And they’ve been taking them from us

That is the worst thing they could possibly do

They’ve been working us until raw and broken

Then they hang you out to dry

35 and every year shit gets worse

But I’m holding on anyways

Mother fuckers