Elucidating Questions

Life sucks

And the part that makes me the most mad about it is that we made it suck

Here we are, all us crazy individuals, to cause problems amongst eachother with our differences and sameness but we don’t like it when you do it

Here we are, promised a finite moment in this Universe on one single floating diamond.

And we said, you know? It’s not awful enough

Let’s have credit scores, and rape, and paedophilia, and racism, and homophobia, let’s have forced labour, conditional acceptance, and let’s just fuck over disabled people

Make it so if you don’t provide our society with what we deemed, before your birth, you owed, you suffer endlessly

Not just petty arguments

We said, you know? I don’t think we kill eachother well enough let’s make it more lethal and less humane

Let’s grow globally, not by working together and making life worth living, but with guns and force and shame and slavery

And people then go and say things like “that’s how the world is” as if this was always destined

Unstoppable

Predetermined

Not as if we’re living in a world where the bad guys won over and over and over and then?

We discovered the people running the planet are a global paedophile ring and we do nothing

No strikes. To unwillingness to feed the beast of child rape

Just the same old same old

Jesus could actually be born again, front page news

And all these people would still go to work like it was just another day

They say I’m over emotional

I’m half convinced I’m a better version because all of you are walking around going about your day like child rapists don’t run the world

Fucking react to something for god’s sake

Would it take a nuke going off by your head?

Would it take that split second before your body is dust to make you react?

It’s not fine

Nothing is fine

I wish I was some holy being so I could see this and decide it’s not worth it

Reality was a mistake

Not because the Universe is inherently cruel but because humanity is

And all these “Christians” so obsessed with going to hell

I gesture wildly around and say “are we not there yet?”

As sirens now wail in the distance, no doubt going to yet another drug overdose by some poor person society forgot

Have we not arrived?

None of you do anything

You’re tortured daily and you like it

I’m not going to fall in line and calmly accept that life is hell

Because it shouldn’t be, and someone down the line may have a better life because I never shut up

Life is something we should cherish

But we don’t