Elucidating Questions

I’ve been avoiding Facebook, yeah?

Don’t feel like arguing

Found someone I will tentatively call a friend

But someone just revived some comment I made 8 weeks ago

Apparently it’s offensive

Sigh

I can’t get it right can I?

Just going around trying to be like yeah I get it here’s my story

Why does no one want to hear anyone else’s story?

I don’t understand people

I wasn’t even saying anything mean or, well, I thought, offensive

Hermes what?

Huh?

Fuck face

Oops

Well whatever

I don’t know how to interact with this world

There’s so many spiky things

I just don’t know what the world wants from me

I tried so hard to fit everything that every person wanted and ended up with no one

And a personality disorder

Well maybe if they didn’t expect so much of me?

Aren’t expectations judgements?

Are they not something you have decided about the future?

So much better to have none

Just be positive with no expectations of others

It’s not in my nature to fight

Oh hehe that was a fun little up and down

Dumb Cat

What do you want I wonder?

You ghost of communication

I doubt I could do it

Damn

I’m struggling so much right now

All the fucking Jesus talk

Living with a Christian is hard

He’s probably one of the good ones

But that’s saying something

I don’t have an arguing bone

I’m not good at it, I get invested

I don’t want to argue with people

And all these people wonder why my anxiety is so bad I’m carrying a plushie around at all times

I just want to be left to my life for a bit

It’s not the worst or anything. It’s just y’know not what I expected at 34 and so I’m adjusting

The post I commented on, that was during my last mental health emergency.

I may have misunderstood the meme

I don’t fucking remember what I was talking about?

Memory loss is memory loss

I hate fighting with people