Elucidating Questions

The Wind and the Sun

Are out and grabbing my attention from eachother

Reminding me they’ll be here no matter where I go

Because it feels like it ends

I need some help

I’m always together with you

And it can only be from them

Because timing and context

And the way they speak through everything around

Like their voices are so great they have to split them up into this and that

I’m not alone

Because in this strange space where there are no people

A billion other things live

And trillions of great, eyeless, beings, staring out

The Wind that blows, alive

Destroying things excessively at the moment

It’s self defense

It’s unfortunate

It’s nature’s last possible stand against a parasite

You say there’s nowhere to run

In a comforting way?

Brilliant creatures

Constantly using the wrong words to convey feelings

No they’re not wrong they’re right they just don’t follow

Rules

Constant confusion

And the clouds that draw across the sky

Short lived

While their insides are infinite

I suppose that’s true of most living things

I am of an explosion so many billions of years before me

Maybe that’s why I see myself in the stars

Alike

The games these beings play around me

Can’t touch it

Can nudge

I will still have the Sun and the Wind

Maybe I won’t miss the scent of the seaweed so much anymore

I won’t be able to see the stars though

Change is so hard

Wounds and pain, just as that, walk forward

Go out

I guess

Do you tell me this because I should be hurt?

What was it earlier?

“We are stronger than we think”

It sometimes feels cruel

The way you believe in me

Because I don’t believe in me

It’s almost like

How dare you believe in me?

That I’m so strong

What if I want to be weak?

At the same time

Sometimes it’s just the repeating signs that believe in me

Always there

There’s nowhere to run

Silent

Beautiful

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