Elucidating Questions

I keep having nothing to say

What haven’t I already said time and again?

I count being forced to go back to live with my abusive father and unsupportive brothers where no one will respect my gender, as homeless

I.e. I will have no home

I will have a house

Oh save me from this

The house of my nightmares

This course I’m on

I didn’t ask for this

I did everything to distance myself

But it I can’t bring them with me

What’s the point?

My animals that keep me sane

You expect me to walk away from them with any option?

He was awful

Made me feel stupid and small every day

I don’t know how to resolve with the younger me

Who is terrified of him

I wonder if this path is connected to something else and I missed it?

I miss a lot of things

Misfires included

It’s hard to be in control of something you have no control of

Out of context clues

Yes, I get that you left hundreds

I never know what they mean until it’s too late

Maybe it was me

Calling from the next year

If it was, me sounded fine

I think

I like this storm

If anything it feels like my insides are on the outside

Watching the Wind whip through the trees

I dismiss the hope

The fearsome aspects of nature are more my friends than people sometimes

Because something else has that rage

The supreme rage that doesn’t care what it destroys

Without for once

Instead of within

Terrified

Just staring into space being terrified

Author, I hate this

I can’t handle this stress