Elucidating Questions

Dear me from the past

Thanks

I know what you were doing

I didn’t want to pay for it all to be shipped or the duties

But you were just trying to ensure future me who is me now had something to do

You were so terrified of how it would be without anything that you over compensated

That’s me

Over compensating

So desperate to not feel poor

That you made us poor again

Ah the wheel

It turns and at moments it shines on me but it’s always temporary

I don’t want large sums of money just thrown at me

I’m irresponsible because I’m desperate and don’t now how not to be because of how I’ve lived

Don’t know how to fill all my alone time in such a way that it doesn’t lead to me feeling like I’m not doing anything

Which I know is a capitalist thing

I must be doing something productive

It means on me and makes me feel like I should be doing something

I see a day of playing games as wasted because it was just me

ライチュウありがとう

I know you try to do things so future me will have a better time

Even if you’re thinking about the right now

Without noticing, perhaps

We’re just very bad at being helpful

下手れで

Beautiful rain

If we’re connected like a relay

Passing it on forwards as long as we can

I’m glad we’ve started trying, at least, to make life for our future self better

We didn’t do that before