Elucidating Questions

It’s echoing

Ringing

Take care of yourself

Universe, big U

I know you don’t really have control of the universe I’m living in

Little u

And I know, I know you love me and you’re trying to help

But, man?

Things just aren’t going great for me

They just aren’t.

And I can’t take care of myself in these circumstances

Shout out to everyone who’s sent me donations over the last few days

They just make me feel seen and I appreciate it

And, no, I’m not going to take a poor guy’s money if I can help it, but thanks Pytho

I’ll try not to be afraid for my future

God it’s just so terrifying right now

Immediate

Long term

Sirens

So many endings in one year

Spanning two individual years

Even just this past 3 years

Death after death

Goodbye after goodbye

I feel both stuck and uncertain

I don’t know what to do with myself

Even if I wasn’t having financial problems again forever

I’d be worrying about my housing situation

It’s not a winning situation

Universe

Please tell me how to take care of myself

You’ve made the request

I acknowledge and accept said request

Instructions please?

I don’t even have a minimap with quest markers here

Hell I don’t even have a minimap

Humans have shit UI

Do I just say the same thing I always say to you?

そう頑張っちゃう

Always

Do my best isn’t quite right is it?

But I’m doing whatever it is that doesn’t quite translate

Oh how tricky language is

So personal

So wrapped in emotions no one else can understand until they understand

I’ll be okay

I acquired snacks via my mum even though I’d have rather gone hungry

It’s frustrating

To be this

But, yes, I promise

I’ll do my best to take care of myself

Why you don’t want to let me fade away I’ll never know