Elucidating Questions

Pain management get

And all is right in the

It’s not though because I can’t afford food again which means another week of depression food

And Trump is going to be president

And Americans are telling me that I, as a Canadian, have no right to talk on their politics

Because apparently my province didn’t just almost elect a far right wing party because the swamp is fucking spilling over Linda

Her name isn’t Linda it just fit

Sorry Linda

I’m terrified

Gaza is fucked

Lebanon is fucked

My LGBTQIA+ siblings in the states

Every woman

I want to be there when his followers get fucked by him

Like I want to see the hope drain from their eyes

I don’t want to do anything bad to them

But I just want to see how it feels

Would I feel superior?

Would I feel bad for them?

Should I even feel bad for them?

I am all for loving thy neighbour

Up until the point said neighbour has a gun pointed at me, carries signs damning me to hell, or tries to take away the rights of women

Or anyone else

God

Were you not prepared for this animosity?

Yes you God with a capital you

Made in your image?

Such a vengeful

Nasty

Selfish

Narcissistic

Image

That eventually they’d be just like you?

Little mini gods

With guns!

My therapist was supposed to have surgery

My calendar just reminded my of our appointment that I tried to cancel on Monday

I just realised I haven’t heard anything at all

Thanks calendar, 5/10

I know the reason I’m more anxious than usual

Is that there’s so much anxiety

Just, everywhere

I feel, very much, like a shaken up pop right now

I would be that Sakura flavoured drink they released that year I lived in Japan

I probably taste like one that was made then too

I want to go home

That place where the light is

Had a replica

For a bit

Something about even an endless night having a dawn

They sing better songs in my dreams

But where is mine?

I believe I told you the last one was a fake

Where is the dawn for all these people?

All these people who are living similar lives to me?

Worse?

I wish I could be

Anything close to helpful

Trapped

They scream they have freedom with their legs anchored to the floor

I scream we don’t have freedom

They call me and all others like me insane

I’ll let you know how that went for them