Elucidating Questions

Remember that clock I always mention?

The one that’s ticking down to me being homeless?

The alarm finally went off

5 months to find a place

Landlord says “I know the housing situation is tough”

Rent for a 1 bedroom is currently $2100

I make $1450 from PWD and then about $500-$600 from wages

Do the math

I’m too exhausted from having a panic attack while cleaning because my landlord decided he needed to come in (I guess he cares now that his son is going to live there) while still trying and failing to recover from my heart episode

Fuck

Fuck

Fuck

Hours got cut and I was like I can handle this and then Ruby died and I was like okay that one hurt but I’m still up and now this

How many times in my life can I be saved from homelessness at the last minute?

I did this, didn’t I?

I said I want to move and didn’t take it back

You’re a swirling vortex of miscommunication you are

I didn’t want this to happen I wanted to find a house through BC Housing!

So I have to switch jobs, move house, recover from how sick I’ve been

This is exactly what I meant when I said 2024 is just indescribable

Terrible things keep happening and then something good happens but it’s not really good, it’s fast food good, and terrible things keep happening

What is this?

I can see myself shaking

One hit after another

It’s not the years that start coming and don’t stop coming, it’s the shit