Elucidating Questions

You have three magic genie wishes, what are you asking for?

That’s a terrible number, anyways

Can I be entirely selfish? Can I wish entirely for me for a moment and just wish I wasn’t sick?

I’ve never been healthy, even as a kid I was on antibiotics once a year

But just, not sick

Then I’d wish that every person saw every other person as the universe they are

Even myself, I forget that sometimes

I wish we were all as keenly aware of eachother’s existence as our own

Aware of the needs that existence has

Aware that each person deserves the best of what we can provide

Not some and the rest can fuck themselves

Then I suppose I’d wish for one of those answers I don’t have

How government should work

How co-operation should work

Maybe how to fulfill every life on Earth

Including all the things we don’t know exist yet

Something that could help

It’s all fine and good that I see the problems, but I can’t fix them without answers

And if I wasn’t sick I’d finally be able to actually do something

I’d be able to go to protests and actually make some dissent

Go make stickers or something with my website on them and actually get people reading it

I may be suffering, but I want to make a difference instead of just lying here

I want to be able to answer the what of what I want to do

And I want to be able to see every person as equally as deserving as myself

No matter what

I want to always have in mind that I am speaking to a universe

An entire world

No matter how they’re treating me

I would wish not to be sick though.

In any way.

Just be healthy.

Of course I’m sure the genie would twist it into some horrible other thing

Maybe I should make friends with the genie before making any wishes.