Hiding away because it’s another unsolvable puzzle
The running out
It’s already out
I’m just stretching it
And pain
And work
But I’d just be a colossal ass if I asked for help right now
What do you have to show for it?
They’ll ask
And the things that I put worth in will be worthless in their eyes
And of course it’s me
It’s always me when they fear
Fall back guy
It’s a bad decision
But here I am
And wildered this time
I’m often the one screaming
So often that I’m not used to the quiet
Puts me on edge
The wind has arrived but the sky has cleared
Interesting it doesn’t seem to be coming together
The wind and the rain have broken up
Oh just a thought
I can feel the hand over my mouth already
Don’t say that
Even though we’re all thinking it
What a waste
Well my life is kind of a waste so there’s that
Speak of the fucking devil
Enjoy missing absolutely everything I guess
It’s not our life to live
I’m not dead wrong this time, though, am I?
No bite
Mister apprehensive
Sup
This world doesn’t tend to like me much
But, again, I’m usually screaming something
Fine, run away why don’t you?
I just have no self control
When I don’t want to have it
It’s a phase
I’m just going to point out than no one really taught us how to do this
Do you feel the fire burning in me?
Back to hell tomorrow
You’re not going to make me do it right?
Me
Customer service
Antithesis
Self aware self defense mechanism
I’m not going to let myself fold for this
Will you wake to suffer?
What an unfortunate thing
Slow down didn’t compute
Enjoy
Just for a moment
Haven’t the foggiest how we got here
I wish I could tell you
It’s blindness
It’s lack of ability to wait for the future
The future hasn’t exactly been kind to me
Some days feel like I’m dying
I’m desperate to escape that feeling
As far as I know
There’s no future at all
Living in the moment
Desperately creating moments because there are none
Something we know well
Something we’re so tired of
If only someone could find us here
But the Rabbit hopes
And it’s hard to know we’re alone in this
Hoping is so sad
Don’t you think?
Desperate, begging reality to release you from its tethers for a moment so something amazing can happen
What would it bring?
Besides sorrow?
It doesn’t do anything
Just wondering why this is my life
Why this is us
I’m sorry reality doesn’t bend
I’m sorry its cruelty is unmatched
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