Elucidating Questions

It was so peculiar to look outside and see stars

I didn’t expect them

Didn’t expect Saturn to just be there hanging

And for a moment it was him and something unspoken passed between us

Just as it is

The sign in the sky

The Sun couldn’t handle it

But there’s you

And he didn’t leave me alone last night

Maybe I didn’t leave him alone

I don’t really remember how it goes

And can I just pretend the moments that the blue fire was there were him instead?

Maybe I’m dreaming the concerts he’s putting on

I don’t know

I never know

And dwelling on dreams, well

Something tells me that when you’ve got nothing else that’s what you do

If there’s something better point me in the direction of it

Will you tell me?

The direction of happiness?

Don’t tell me that

Tell me something else

Cruelty is thine name sometimes I swear

Vagueness, that way

To the direction that says Do Not Enter?

How does one make oneself a superstar?

Poof I’m special now

Unimportant, part of the previous mission

Some things are done when they say they are

Do you call it strength?

To continue walking alone?

I may not show them my tears

But I still cried them

Is it strength?

Or necessity?

If I had any power I’d change it

Resentment

From me it’s fine

May it stay with me

Someone’s having the time of their life

Someone’s living a nightmare

Is that balance?

Doesn’t balance quell the extremes?

Well

I suppose it’s past time I’m philosophizing about the balance of the Universe

It’s just a little complicated

Visit me tonight will you?

Today was so lonely

To the dreams again