Elucidating Questions

The Sun did not face me

Coward

There is a beautiful storm blowing through

Moderate rains

Moody skies

It’s too late for thunder

But the sky is changing where it looks like the light is coming from

Apparently the Sun is to the North

North West

I should name these kinds of skies

Trickster’s light

It leaves me unsettled

Like what if the Sun actually moved?

This is why your sorry ass would have shown your face today

I’m in loss mode

Everything feels like it’s slipping away

The inheritance is almost gone

It’s been so nice not worrying about how to budget

Everything

Everything is slipping away

It’s all so temporary

Nothing is forever

Forever terrifies me

But I want it

I get the same shock of terror from the

This will go on forever, thoughts

As the

You’re going to die, thoughts

Why are both options terrible?

Is there a place where we can just stop

And sit in peace for a bit

Uncle Paul thank you for sending me enough to let my Ruby Ru go gently

But it runs out

It all runs out

Remember when I thought the rain would never end?

Calling the Moon to the Earth

Destructive

I don’t want that

I want to live where things are fine and the worst things that happen are arguments

Back into it, I suppose

With my devices, of course

Always with my devices

So many things

I kind of feel bad for her

He’s off over there and there and there

Maybe that’s their harmony

The Sun has allegedly done a swing around the entire sky

That was fun to watch

Trickster’s Light fits

I’m so fucking bad with money

I can say I did better than last time but exactly how many more times does this happen?

Sort of ran out of one time occurrences

Wasn’t even expecting this one

Didn’t even know my Uncle had money

Didn’t even know he left some to my dad to give to us

Can’t exactly live on one time occurrences

I’m not going to call them lucky

As one required me becoming irreparably disabled and the other required my Uncle passing away

They weren’t good things

I don’t know

The only person I have to answer to is myself and I am not good at missing out on things

I’m not

I missed out on things my entire life and the moment is so much more important to me than the future sometimes

I just want the moment to be good

Pain makes you do stupid things to

I’ll do anything to make this day better

And then I do and pay for it later

Or rather don’t as I have nothing left to pay with

Excuses I know

But I invite you to live my life if that’s how you feel

Well that was a fun little storm to watch

I don’t feel like I’m going to enjoy the next little while

I deserve to live how I have been

But that’s not sustainable

Ah well

We’ll watch it in slow motion