Elucidating Questions

I wonder if I took any of my medication this morning

Obviously not my heart medicine

Which would explain why I couldn’t wake up today

Seeking bed early

So exhausted

All the gentle stars are on this side of the house

No way to know how far away they are

It’s so quiet

In this night

I feel my loneliness magnified by it

There could be not a soul but the stray car off on the highway

My dreams have been sinking into nothingness

But last night

He was there

They were

What about?

I can’t remember

Pokemon are breaking through the revolution

So you do have the ability to react to the day

I just suppose there’s nothing happening

I can’t dream without living it

And I’m not living much of anything

I could have survived the day without remembering

That he was there

A star disappearing behind a tree

I wish I could wish me a better life

Tried so hard

A heart like shape in lights

As one disappears another takes its place

And then it came out from behind the tree

And there were more than before

The sky is so beautiful

It’s hard to hurt below it

Fall has arrived

I know because I can now feel Winter

Summer can only put off his sleep for so long

Then off to visit other places

I wish I had a mission like the seasons

It’s not nice missing someone I don’t know

Tricks

Was that a no?

It’s not going to work

I’m not going to fall for it anymore

Missing figments

That’s not an applicable question anymore

Today it doesn’t matter

As much as yesterday it didn’t matter

And every day before that

The day it changes?

That I actually get a say in my loneliness?

Maybe I’ll answer you then

Maybe not

I’m always overthinking

That’s the whole point

This is just where I put the overthinking

I think I’m exhausted beyond wondering

It’s like the connection between my soul and my body is broken

Someday

Someday I want to have someone to talk to when the night presses in

Until then I’m going to bed

To face another day alone