Elucidating Questions

The cab driver was so nice

I’m always in a rush

Constantly trying to save other people time having to deal with me

He kept telling me to take my time

I definitely almost face planted, walker and all, trying to get to his car

Curbs are the devil

Whomever invented curbs

Anyways

I just had a sneeze that instead became a yawn

Ass hole body

It was that he wasn’t in a rush

People are always in a rush

Take your timeか

The words of a book from long ago

Do things like yourself, take your time

These things that were signs in my life that I purposely missed

少しずつ戻って来る

Ah, were these things for me after all?

And I pretended they were for the characters and not me

The someone in my dreams

They were there again last night

I didn’t think anyone else would

Care for me today

I thought that dreams were all I’d have

I wrote him a review, because that’s what you do when people are great

So kind

One thing I’ve noticed so far

It’s that cab drivers seem to take my disability seriously, even when I’m not riding handydart

I don’t feel like they’re over estimating my abilities

For instance I haven’t had one cabby assume I can collapse my walker on my own

They always put it in the back for me, but they also collapse it for me

This guy, he made sure my walker was at the door to the taxi so I could immediately put my stuff in the basket instead of carrying it around

Just little things

Isn’t it great when someone is considerate?

It just feels great

Like, I feel seen and it was just a guy telling me to slow down and being considerate

That’s all it takes

I’m so easy to please, and yet

Maybe I’m selfish

I immediately worry about the next time I’ll feel like this

Maybe it’s like an animal with compulsive eating after being starved

Constantly worrying where the next meal will be

When is the next time I will feel like a person?

For a moment I was worthy of good treatment

It was nice

Actually I’ve had good luck recently

Most people have been decent

I don’t know if knowing I deserve better changes anything

But I do, I deserve to have people treat me like I’m working too hard for others

Because so often I am

This rain is lovely

I didn’t want to go to my appointment today

I’m glad I dragged my sorry ass up and did