Elucidating Questions

I’ve been feeling busy today

Like I’ve done a lot of stuff

This is not true

My body just feels like it

Didn’t go to work today

Thanked myself with I had to sleep until 11

This body

Does not meet expectations

I’m so exhausted all the time

Like this weight in my bones

I want to be present for someone

But there’s no one to be present for

I feel like I’m half awake all the day

Clinging to wakefulness

Like if I didn’t hold fast

The daylight would fade away

If I’m not careful I’m dreaming

I think it’s okay to look

At the life I didn’t get

Just for a moment

But it’s just another dream of something not real, isn’t it?

Another sign of madness

Not a sign of someone

Oh I’m never ready

Is it time for Five yet?

Maybe he’ll grant me some energy

I don’t know what I’m supposed to do here all alone

But doing nothing and feeling like I had a busy day isn’t it

It’s not

I don’t know who I’m looking for

The map of the future

If I compare it to the past

I’m so afraid

Okay it’s really hard to be serious when the Poké Rap is playing

I actually remember some of it

Why is this in my playlist?

Because every once in a while it comes on and snaps me out of my gloom

Pun intended

There’s no writing on this map

That I’ve been given

To the future

But the life has returned to the Wind

Maybe all is well

And I’m just missing it from this angle