Death
The collector
Did you take him gently?
Why do I ask
Always there to collect the pieces life left
The road to death is often cruel
You often say that
I hear it
I can’t take it
How do you rush from side to side?
Tearing yourself apart to reach them all
The immeasurable pressure
It’s always the one after
Never the one before
Like the first is the sign
And the second is the message
If it’s not a miracle I need
And you avoid me like the plague
Isn’t that fun irony
Endlessly is nice
目の前に
Would be better
With the two of you behind my ears
I’ll be doomed for sure
The listlessly flowing Wind
Hey a moment
With shadows
Terrified
Of the end
Of it
The process
I vaguely believe in the after
When you’re near and there’s none to take I feel safe
But
The ending
I know you told me so
I know you told me I’d become afraid of you and I said I wouldn’t
But you want it this way
Ever out of my reach
Something leads to something else
And suddenly I’m not crying for you every night
And if one of you would take credit for the night-being that’d be great
That hotel again
In Vancouver allegedly
It’s really funny my brain had no idea what Vancouver looked like before and now it just remembers hills
Hills and then downtown
Japan is more vague
Why do I go there?
Why am I suddenly going to Vancouver?
Why was Vancouver also randomly Tokyo suddenly?
Dreams
And death
Oh hey it’s that song that I made a video for from the anime I’m currently watching
I wish I didn’t love freaking cartoon characters
Some kind of brain wires crossed
Real people aren’t passionate like anime characters
Which is funny because while being some of the most passionate people I’ve met, Japanese people can also be terrible at big feelings
There’s so much going on
If I focus on you too long I panic
死ぬ何てイヤ
怖い
Another thing that seems to exist beyond just the Universe
Universal is not big enough to contain
Believe and Being
Believe in being?
Forever is terrifying
Is it more terrifying than you?
Elucidating Questions 
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