Wouldn’t that have been funny
All this time, all this pain
Defeated by an itchy bug bite
But those things itch fuck
The problem with an itch versus pain
And I get this difference when my skin is on fire for no reason
You can scratch an itch
Right?
Interact with it
Even if scratching just makes it worse
In the moment you’re scratching it you’re like
This was a brilliant idea
But pain doesn’t even have that placebo moment where you’re creating endorphins
It just is pain
At least we have things to relieve the itch
Never mind the other day when I was wondering if cutting off my arm would relieve the pain
I was ready to chew through my ankle
Different sensations
Perhaps I felt it more intensely because my skin is always just a bit itchy
Thank you bug gel
Now I have some screwing around with technology to do
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