Elucidating Questions

This morning sucked

Has sucked

First I was stuck in a taxi with an irritable old woman who possibly had dementia and kept angrily grumbling at the driver to “get going already” when we were stopped behind traffic or at a red light.

Fucking Handydart not employing enough drivers

And then I couldn’t buy my drink for the day because there was a power outage this morning

But of course the power outage is over now so I still have to work

Isn’t that lovely?

Am I being punished for this morning?

It slipped out I’d just woken up I forgot

I’m not trying to imagine being with someone who is not for me

I’m not

Immediate regret

Yet the punishment continues

For not reigning in my heart

I’m sorry

For what it’s worth

It probably did more damage to me than him

He doesn’t know about it so why do I have to see these things in my way today?

Some good unpreparedness watching though

Do people not check that things are open before going to them?

I’m so thirsty

This isn’t fair

I can finally afford my morning drink without worry and the grocery store isn’t open because power outage and frozen things.

Ugh.

It’s only 4 hours

I can do this

So exhausted

I just want to feel awake