You’re haunting me today
I can’t escape it
I’m dehydrated as fuck
And you’re torturing me
Go away
Leave me
Live your life out far away from me I never want to hear your name or see your face again
I want to be left alone here
Because I was always alone
But my mind tricked me into thinking there was hope
You’re not hope
You never were
A figment that exists
You belong there
Evermore
Leave me
Leave my thoughts
Terrorising me while I’m trying to work
There’s no good ending to these stories I’m imagining
Because I wake up from them
He held me tight last night
I remember
Desperately
No one has ever held me desperately
Just a trick in the dark
I pay him with hours spent wondering who and why he is
I’d rather think of him
But his face
I never remember his face
Stuck with you instead
How long will this happen?
How long will I have these daymares of you?
Poor sweet soul you can’t be angry
I only wish he had control over me thinking of him
He’d be long gone
I’d be free
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