Elucidating Questions

There’s not much to say today

After all, how many times can I say

It’s better off this way

Say I have nothing left?

Take everything away and yet I am

For some reason

How is it I persist to be?

The original wolf

The original is much better

This sunset

The sky is that charming pink colour

I don’t believe

Anything

Bewildered and nothing more

How can I trust even myself after this?

Most people don’t carry a regret as heavy as mine

Was thinking so much

Yet thinking never happened

What I would do in the event of colossal failure

Wasn’t even a thought in my mind

Because I believed

Believing is dangerous

Why is every song by that artist but Believe playing?

Not summoning songs now, I’m summoning artists

I want to be a part of something

But announcing announcements is obnoxious

An apple falls

Odd that I never heard them until the tree was gone

As if the yard hadn’t fully rendered yet

Sometimes I’m convinced that I’m the Universe and its just me

Everything else is filler

Both the one and of it

Try not to go crazy without anything, me

Two days

Send me a sign

That I didn’t do all of this for nothing

I’m waiting until yesterday means something

Until then, what’s there to say than what’s been said before?

In this world with nothing for me

Forcing myself into shapes for the sake of others

And the one time I felt I was finally free

Was a mirage

What is it but a chronicle of pain?

When can I fill it with hope for others to see?

I suppose if you find hope in seeing that someone can keep going with nothing but devices

I did want to be in his heart

Well he did say it was a tragedy if read forwards

I thought it was a joke

Or something about everything up until then being a tragedy

Is that all it is?

A damn shame?

The pink has faded

Arcturus

Oh I almost did

Wish that on the star

Don’t listen to my heart

It’s delirious

We’ve been trying to smother it

The space around us keeps reminding it

Cruelly

Do you remember?

Of course I do

It just happened

Don’t let it out

It’ll do something terrible

Desperate not to be the end

But this was an end

Cruelly

It’s the beginning again

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When do I get to see the light up close?

Chasing it from afar

You could have saved me so much time with some simple words

Ever the carrot

Never to eat

You can revel at the fact that I’m still standing all you want but

There’s going to be a day when I’m not

At this rate

Enjoy it while it lasts I guess