Elucidating Questions

Yet I persist

Useless and alone

Trying too hard in the real world

The real world hasn’t done much for me

Individuals have

This world is strange

It had so much potential to be heaven

If they’d just try for someone else

And it’s true

I define myself through other people

I can’t exist without being perceived

I can survive

But I don’t exist unless someone is looking at me

I don’t know if that’s true for everyone

Don’t think of it that way

But no one sees me

They see the body and the face

That’s not me

All the assumptions looking at me makes

If I was meant to sing, wouldn’t I be?

If I let myself his angel chorus will bring me in

I was left long ago

And you found home

And this you doesn’t exist anymore

良かった

良かった

It’s a shattered heart

There is no grave

Don’t play me the version that doesn’t scream

I don’t know what’s happening in my head right now

And, yeah, I’m drunk

There’s no choice but to never be the same

I want to shine

Somehow with this endless light

No matter how I fall asleep I wake up

I have begged you to come get me

In those moments I’m nothing and no one and it doesn’t matter

One door gone

One still shut tight

If I’m fated to you

If we all are

Why do you refuse me?

You collect them, you don’t make them

I know

I know

And you say Good

Is he going to save me?

You keep telling me to save myself

I should have a fucking medal I’ve saved myself so many times

And no, we’re not

I’m in pieces

It’s better this way

Mouth gets confused with Mandarin and Korean

I’m trying to let it go

I’m just stuck

He’s incessant today

Yes rescue me

Every day the sky is different

And yet my life is the same

The day repeating

I’m running to you

Come get me