Elucidating Questions

Woke as usual

As it is

Nope it needs bass

One of those songs that was finished by covers and not ruined

I don’t have anywhere left to go

Can’t mess with that

Can’t freak out parents

One line in a news article

Changed the entire field

And yet you say don’t give up

What is there left to give, but up?

Another day in retail hell begins

It’s a holiday and school starts soon

Another day of people thinking I purposely scan things in at the wrong price

This isn’t even close to the life I wanted

This isn’t second place or third

This is so outside of what I wanted

That joker

I look to the trees for the 証

木に見るとアイツの証が出る

海の匂いがする

That they’re around

And the morning Sun and the clouds created an art piece

And I was brought back to the words

That a morning without me would surely be more brilliant

The little details

Things I can’t explain

Don’t think that way

Says the Sun

The words you say to yourself matter

But my hope of having it come clear one day

It’s gone now

No one’s going to come from nowhere

If it’s not someone that already knows me it’s too late

It’s too late now

My disease has erased me from society

There are no chance meetings

Certainly none fated

And all along I felt like I didn’t deserve to ask for more than the Sun to talk to

That it was selfish to want anything more than a one sided conversation with a ball of fire that may or may not be sentient, who knows?

Now I don’t

But it’s too late

Damned to this life

This endlessness

The way everything could have gone right before now but didn’t

And I am having a hard time believing

Oh fun the people who think we open at 9 on a holiday when we open at 10 regular days are here

Let’s go over there where it’s closed and then over there where it’s also closed

The woman said to her daughter

Good planning

10/10

Retail hell and damned to it

My laughter has been bitter

Though a few ridiculous happenings we’re funny

Where do I go from nowhere?

Where do I go when I came so far?