Elucidating Questions

Tomorrow is definitely a lot less terrifying than it was

At least if I’m disappointed I have something to do

Staying awake until midnight

I could do that

If I was actually a fan

No I’m some other thing

Not waiting for my reaction

Waiting for the reaction

A sleepless night?

Is it truly excitement?

So many stars

Arcturus setting

Vega taking up the top

If I could choose between

20 more of the same song sung slightly different

Or remembering a conversation with the being in my dreams

I’d pick the conversation

If I could just remember what he says

Would it finally answer my question?

Why?

A summarization

No doubt it will be fine

Just like all the others

Dedicated people don’t see the things that drive me mad

I wonder how they still hear the same sound?

Repetition

A meteor is only a shooting star once

Rather the leaves of a tree

Each slightly different, but of the same thing

There cannot be only a leaf

There has to be a tree

I seek

Originality and uniqueness

Not my flavour anymore

Am I ready to be blown apart again?

A blessing would be to forget about it entirely

Go about my life separately

But this heart of mine

Off it goes

It wants to say something soothing

And uplifting

We’re not giving in to it today

It doesn’t matter if I do

So I’ll go to the other side of the world

And visit my beautiful planet

Focus my love on something that doesn’t care

But just so happened to be at the exact right spot to guide me through hundreds of these nights

Even if it doesn’t make sense

Beautiful ring’ed beast

They’re all so far away

I could swear you’re closer