Elucidating Questions

He immediately wants to see more of me

I don’t know how to do this

Set boundaries

I don’t want him to be my best friend

I don’t want him to take me places

It’s so strange I was just crying about being alone and now I am screaming

Leave me alone

He scares me

The person I become when I’m around him, scares me

I need guidance

Someone tell me my next move so I don’t have to 苦しむ over it

He knows I see my emails

Oh, help

It was so fucking hard to walk away from him all those times

So fucking hard to say, no, that’s enough

I just do these things

Alone

What is there for me to do here?

Regardless of all the ways he’s hurt me I still don’t want to hurt him

Don’t want to put me through the ebbing away

Waves crashing over me at slower intervals

I don’t know what to do now

I don’t want to be his thing

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