Elucidating Questions

There’s no such thing as karma

It’s just another excuse for bad behaviour that condemns those suffering in life

If nothing bad is happening to me then I must have good karma

If anything bad is happening to someone else they must have bad karma

It would be nice if the Universe was running checks and balances like that

But, while it’s got its sticky fingers in all manner of things that happen in life,

It’s not out to punish you for things done without thought as a child or things done due to ignorance

In fact, the Universe doesn’t seem to hold anything against us

I’ve said before, it’s love

The universe, however

This chunk of space we live in

With all its control and dehumanization

This universe

It has no love for anyone

Things contained within it do

But this universe will as soon see you left where you fell as it would enable a maniac to amass fortune for no reason other than hoarding

And power

We constructed this universe

As climates exist on Earth we’ve created a climate within this space

Of consumption, and power struggles, modern day and classical slavery, greed

So much so that the love that the Universe has for us is filtered,

A tiny nugget of gold in all that sand

So much so that the love our planet has for creating has been stifled

So much so that they don’t seem to recognise the breadth of what they’re destroying

But in my “awakening” to this space

I’m noticing the difference

The Universe was that crow’s feather I found yesterday

The universe was all my money being held by my bank because “we just do this now”

It’s helpful to know the difference

The Universe is happenstance and those moments that just seem to click

The universe is my job trying to take away my accommodation unless I get a form filled out, and doctors taking months to be seen

They play on eachother

Things are going fine and then all hell breaks loose and shit hits the fan?

universe

When you’ve been struggling so hard with something and then it all just suddenly clicks into place?

Universe

And I’m not saying the Universe doesn’t fuck with shit sometimes

Fucking all knowing fuck with their “in time”s and their “just a bit further”

While giving absolutely nothing away

But when things happen and it seems like there was some plan behind it it’s usually them

And when shit just seems like chaos reigning it’s usually the little u

That’s the only real thing I can believe in

Something I’ve seen with my own eyes

What goes around doesn’t come around

But gods know that the all knowing blob we reside in is probably cooking something up hoping you’ll grow as a person or feel enriched

Because for some reason they believe in living things