Elucidating Questions

No, no, how dare you?

Wake them this late?

Feeling things

It burns

Feeling burns

Don’t have them singe me away to worry all night about owing that horrible man anything

You give him too much grace calling him Father

What does he want?

One more last ditch effort to reign them in?

What, we were suffering over nothing so you made something real happen?

Good he lost our email

Their kind Uncle

Our kind Uncle I suppose

It burns

Curse feeling

Oh the complexities of this

How I’d like to pick them apart

Shan’t lest I rouse them further

You want to talk about people he hates?

People they fear?

None greater than this man

Should have seen it

Like that Dionysus toast I made weeks before he was toasted at the Olympics

I should see these things

We should

To laugh at derisively weeks later

Plain as day

My life is strange enough

Are we having a moment?

This isn’t Gundam SEED

I said ten minutes ago

I guess it is now

This isn’t good

Can I maintain my mind and my psychic-whatever?

Can both exist at once?

I’ll hold it

But, good god, don’t wake them up until tomorrow

I’m the only one who finds solace in the clouds

Grey and heavy

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It’s a wonder people don’t detect me

Just proving how invisible we are

Are the thoughts I want there?

In me?

Well I could be a thunderstorm

Oh, are you here to make me feel?

It burns I told you

Don’t erase me before I get us to bed

If they wake up in the morning, that’s fine

I dare you to rain on me

Oh clouds

And there’s the thunderstorm

Jupiter

Are you going to strike me?

Jupiter I don’t want to take money from my father

Thunder rumbling

The rain waited for me to get out of the way

How did you know how to wake me?

Even if it’s from my Uncle

May his gentle soul rest well

Roar

Roar like my heart wants to

Thunderbolt and lightning

Well now I’m amped

Oh the rain is pouring

And the sky is alive

It’s like all my day led to this

Grey never gets the goal

Scream louder, oh Justice

Oh, you woke it with that light

The rain just falls harder and harder

Wrap me in lightning

Each a thundering drop of my heart

I’m so afraid of him

In the heart of the storm I am less afraid than I am of him

The storm will mirror my heart and rage on, but blow over

But he will attach strings to me that I don’t want

Stars definitely can’t shine as bright as lightning in the night

Woken just to fall asleep

The rain continues

I am conflicted

What a rumble that was

A great beast tearing through the night

If only you included an answer to my troubles in those roars

What do I do?

I don’t want him to think he’s allowed to talk to me

Love is such a sweet illusion

He doesn’t want to love me

He wants to own me

The rumbling

The clouds above may as well be my own

Another day has gone by

Every day goes by

I was hoping he’d die before he tried to contact me again

Point blank

As awful as it sounds

Secrets the stars know

That Jupiter knows

Do you believe this is justice?

I hope not

I have to solve this by myself

It’s not like I’m in a position to say no

I hate this position

Someone help…

You definitely already did,

Beautiful storm

This sky is like my heart

Even if

Even if he is

I want to let go

I don’t want someone that could never love me for me

I’ll have to cut through my feelings

I wish I had answers for me tomorrow

I’m sorry we’ve been handed another choice we actually don’t have a choice about

Beautiful rain

Beautiful lightning and thunder

There is nothing I want more

Than for everything to align

And for me to not have to do this