Elucidating Questions

I feel like I realised last time that the algorithm doesn’t like me

This feels familiar

Being invisible

It’s something I’ll never get over

That I wanted to blend in and disappear

When what I actually wanted was to be seen by someone

I rarely feel that

Fleeting moments

Never by the same person twice

Just outliers

I’ll never forgive this world for forgetting I exist

I’ll never forgive him for helping it

Staring out into space because if I don’t I might feel something

Don’t drag the Rabbit out

Let them sleep in despair

All I can do is hold the line

Let them recharge

He so casually breaks them to pieces

I’m only here because we’re broken

They bubbled up earlier

Wanting to feel

Best not

We have things to do tomorrow and we can’t be exhausted because we were crying all day

I’m dangerous though

I don’t really care what the result is as long as I reach it

All that guilt

Weighing them both down

When it’s not even their fault this has gone on so long

That cursed heart of ours

Maybe I just don’t hear its cries